16.11.09

Post #327 I Guess It’s Me?

i see a girl sitting alone in the dark

her laptop turn on, seem to be working on something important

her lighted cigarette dimmed the darkness, small red light every now and then

her phone ring, but she neither answer nor even care

why would she? no one care about her anyway

 

i see the girl close her eyes

just for a moment, smoke her cigarette

it burns a small red light, close the lid of her laptop

yes, i guess, she was done

her phone ring again, but she neither answer nor even care again

 

i see the girl open her eyes

she cries as she make small clouds out of her cigarette

 

she is not working

her laptop never turn on

her phone never ring

her cigarette never lit

 

no one even care about her anyway

 

why would she care?

why should she live?

why should she dream?

 

she just want things to end

 

she is not dreaming her dream

she is not living her life

she does not even live for herself

 

yea, she lives for others

other who loves her, they say

 

all she want is herself

 

so she lit her cigarette

 

and smoke another one

AGAIN

 

the end

and now she’s dead

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