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1.3.10

Post #377 Let’s Post Something Ridiculous Here

in exactly three weeks (21 days) we high school seniors all over Indonesia is going to face what the government call a “national examination” (i told you i am going to post something ridiculous).

for me and all other social major students it is going to be 6 subjects which are indonesian, english, sociology, geography, math, economy/accounting. for science major students are also six: indonesian, english, biology, math, physics, chemistry.

the only thing still ridiculous in my mind is the GOVERNMENT DOES NOT KNOW THE QUALITY OF THE STUDENTS (wel, all they know is in general speaking not individually). our school knows who we are, not the government. okay, they give the school pointers upon the subjects and what the parameter of what’s what, but the practical matter: the teachers know the students better (at least than the government).

that’s not actually why i think it’s ridiculous, but the mind concept in my fellow friends, students, created by the national examination phenomena. from various opinion i heard from a group of random friends (i never asked for opinion the first place, though) that if they pass the national examination they will be a shoe-in to pass the school examination. now, that is ridiculous.

i heard they say that they are proud to be GONZAGA. but the same people say that the school HAVE TO pass us because it’ll bring up the school rank and that the school is going to do “whatever possible” to do so. they (SHE) believe(s) in that. if that is true: I’D RATHER FAIL IF MY ACHIEVEMENT MANIPULATED FOR SUCH RIDICULOUS REASON AS RANK.

you know what, Gonzaga is a fine establishment (although it is questionable in a “FEW” divisions) and i do believe that they will do no such things. when a student pass/fail it is because purely of his/her effort. not manipulated. it’s hard and sad if one does fail, but through acceptance and hope and perseverance one shall pass.

work hard and play as hard. everything has to be balanced, nothing excessive is good (i heard it’s written in the Bible and Al-Quran).

no great thing is created suddenly

a quote from my grandfather’s favorite mug :)

16.11.09

Post #327 I Guess It’s Me?

i see a girl sitting alone in the dark

her laptop turn on, seem to be working on something important

her lighted cigarette dimmed the darkness, small red light every now and then

her phone ring, but she neither answer nor even care

why would she? no one care about her anyway

 

i see the girl close her eyes

just for a moment, smoke her cigarette

it burns a small red light, close the lid of her laptop

yes, i guess, she was done

her phone ring again, but she neither answer nor even care again

 

i see the girl open her eyes

she cries as she make small clouds out of her cigarette

 

she is not working

her laptop never turn on

her phone never ring

her cigarette never lit

 

no one even care about her anyway

 

why would she care?

why should she live?

why should she dream?

 

she just want things to end

 

she is not dreaming her dream

she is not living her life

she does not even live for herself

 

yea, she lives for others

other who loves her, they say

 

all she want is herself

 

so she lit her cigarette

 

and smoke another one

AGAIN

 

the end

and now she’s dead