Post #451 Gather Round, Gather Round

long time no see eh bloggieeesss? i don’t have any excuse or denial but i’ve been cheating on my baby…

…with tumblr

i made a tumblr account a few months ago, and it’s been inactive since, because i was frustated with twitter (it’s only microblogging! i need to macroblog from my phone!) and then i realized that my blackberry supports tumblr, so hell yeah why not, right?

it’s actually easy to use, on the dashboard you can, like, practically choose what you want to post and just bang bang, voila there goes your post. very convenient. and it works like a giant form of twitter! you can reblogged (it’s like retweeting) and you can heart the posts of others. you follow and become a follower of fellows tumblr-ers and bang, you go international!

i’ve had so many dreams and  wishes when i was little and it keeps changing like a buddha reincarnation cycle, one of ‘em is being a writer and i think, at least for myself, i already got that.

i’ve said this to myself a thousand times and once yesterday to abieza, i have a purpose to write and certain post are dedicated to certain friends or big men in the parliament, big daddy J, presidents; THEY MIGHT NOT READ IT, BUT FOR ME IT’S BETTER THAN SITTING IN SILENCE WHERE YOU’VE BEEN GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY TO SPEAK. not everybody is as lucky, ya’ know?

The brave may not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all.

- Edward Renaldi

come on! live a little! do something outta’ your daily ordinary boring stuff, maaan! bungee jumping off a cliff (with professional and safety precautions, of course) or go crazy with your life. be brave.

i think i was brave when i first parasailed. i think i was brave (and stupid) when i lit first cigarette. i think i was brave when i came outta’ my mom’s vajayjay. i think i was brave when i realized i never gonna have a mom and dad, like forever and ever. i think i was brave when i became a senator.

bad things that happens to your life, they suck! and no matter how you complaint and whine and cry and get angry and frustrated, it’s still gonna be bad things. but one thing you can do, get passed it. it happened and don’t waste you’re time wondering what should have done to make it right, BUT PRACTICALLY MAKE IT RIGHT.

i’m an optimistic person and i’m so albus dumbledore – i believe in the very best of people. i’ve had my share of troubles of my 18-years-5-months-and-28-days of living, but i’m not gonna change. why would i change myself to follow the world where i could be different? i’m proud of being who i am.

it sucks being let down by people you believe, that’s the downward hole of an arse side of my personal values. but when everybody are only looking the worst of people, who are going to appreciate them? there are good in each individual, but people are consumed by the negative sphere that they forgot that. for me, that is unfair.

 

semangkuk mie ayam dan es teh manis and kopi hitam dan rokok are megaphones to my voices. so hell, what i wanna say i’m gonna say it.

Post #445 You Open the Door

seindah biasa

Post #442 Say to Me

happy mother’s day Indonesia :D

Post #440 You Better Watch Out

mau natalan gajahnya ;)

Post #436 Skinny Dipping in the Dark

this is me with nothing to do, too much randomness in the ole’ noodle, and PLAIN PRANKish MODE ON! *please, if you’re on this post do not kill me!

 

perhaps from the title you’d think i’d post some of me really skinny dipping but heeeeeeeeelllllllllll nnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooo!!! *i do want to swim soon but really, i’ve been asking like since before UN and still no response. ANYBODY?!?!?!?!?!?!* but only to remind, the title to the post #450 is a song title: you guess it ‘mmkaay?

 

this is a random post about a single shirt worn in many occasion *talk about repetitive fashion choice* on different persons! tsk tsk …

left-right: me @ LDK, abieza’s farewell

 

if you pay not really close attention you’ll see that me and michael keveen siahaan a.k.a. mikey are wearing the same shirt. ummm.. aren’t we really n*sync (oops, that’s a boyband) but really how we end up with the same shirt? well, this the story goes . . . that thing doesn’t belong any of us. it belongs to a person very dear to our hearts . . .

 

well well well, he has someone dear to his heart too ;)

 

what i can confirm is that timothy satyaabieza owned the shirt. but hmm, who could possibly give him such hugs? that’s not his girlfriend *jealous mode* that’s not his mum *rise an eyebrow* that’s not his sister or brother *rise the other eyebrow*

 

guess who it is and if you get it right i‘ll give you a box of oreo star! first five get ‘em *like there’s many people reading this thing* *this is not open for timothy, the person hugging him, and whoever came to the terminal 2D aug 20, 2010*

 

this is really crappy, aarrrrggghh i’m bored. forget about this *hang myself from my desk* will be back after a brainstorm of randomness attack *sigh*

 

TTYL

Post #433 Jump Off That Sofa

after a long long time not touching any arts or my darling adobe photoshop today i made these

this one is combination of (from top left to right):

Pilot Project LDK Senat 2009/2010,Kolese Gonzaga XI IPS 1 #21, Kolese Gonzaga #21 (my almamater then on my almamater now), Kolese Gonzaga XII IPS 2 #21, The Boys’ Football in Senayan, Senat Kolese Gonzaga 2009/2010, Kolese Gonzaga #21, Jazz Revolution Project Recording Session, Cece Syau Andriy Abe at Monas around 10 pm –.-“ (Cece and Andriy’s first time), Abe’s Last Supper, one day before he departed to NL :’)

 

while this one is of me and my dearest friends: erc jesby gleny :) the L-shaped pictures were on gleny’s 17th birthday while the one on the school’s gazebo was on school visit to some factory taken by cece (picture with all four of us are soooo rare so usually thanks to this guy right there) and the big one was on the factory taken by don’t remember who :p

 

this one is my baby jazz revolution project :) these were when they played at school for a certain tea product :’) didn’t watch them, i had to play teacher watching MOS’ head selection :( danu won’t let me sneak a peak so i just at the teacher’s table and hid my head while they played funky chunky :’( gosh how i love these guys sooo bad! abieza alexander galih putri (TRIVIA: alexander abieza project was the previous name of JRP)

Post #431 But Your Love is My Relief

first two of these three pictures are just the experiment of my completely and utterly devastating boredom!

 

well this is sort of what’s going on in my desk: laptop, file, pookie, printer, water bottle, bunch o’ papers.

 

these are my bestfriend : erica pricilla tjiadarma & jessica indriani *hugs*

 

cece, bimo, aldie, wisang, abe and i, bayu :’) *smooches*

Post #419 Am I Really Going to Push “Publish”? I Guess So ;)

another stupid video! this time my sister got a little bit more interactive ;) LOL!

well, this video stars me, my sister dorothea disa, and anakin skywalker :D

any whoooo.. i have this video on my blackberry of a battle between two frenemies, i might say, more epic than anakin-obi wan lightsaber duel to the death. with the technology beyooond lightsabers, my two friends erica pricilla and radian kanugroho fought the uber fierce of baseball bat versus a drum stick! LOL much! but it’s on 3Gp format, can’t upload it to youtube –_____-“

i think the next video clip is going to star me and pookie. sister away to bali for another semester, arrgghh. so unless i can convince timothy (which would never going to happen), it’s gonna be me and pookie :P hope between freshman year in college, i’d have time to be silly and let loose like this.

fair warning: there are few videos, E-Rated ones, of me and the girls when we were having a sleepover at my house. never gonna publish it but never gonna delete it as well. LOL! just saying, if you browse me laptop closely, you’ll find it. E-Rated for super embarrassing contents!

Post #418 When I Was 13 I Had My First Love

this is a look of what me and me sister do. just tonight. just this one time. a BRILLIANT cover of justin bieber’s baby!

Post #415 Out of The Sky, I Close My Eyes

this is my attempt on creating abieza’s imagination :)

this is our dream, me and his:

pahyn*ap*uhl rek*ords

laurenziabieza

amen.

Post #402 Ten Reasons Why I’m Madly in Love with My Bedroom

1. (soon i’m gonna get it back inside) my small wooden bed :)
2. always the right temperature depends on my mood AC
3. iPod + dock :)
4. (instead of carpets) very comfy sleeping bag LOL!
5. a big window to the roof (just in case someone wants to smoke runaway haha!)
6. laptop + 24hr wifi access!
7. the wall (it’s so damn cool!)
8. the wooden tiles :)
9. three full wardrobes and they’re all mine :D
10. the door :) it’s just a gallery of memorabilia (the PDXT poster that used to be there i gave it to aryo for his going to USA gift).

and from everybody who have been in my room: tante tia om adit, bunda dina, timothy, ina, jesbon, gleny, erc, putri, raissa, faby, and just everybody i didn’t remember. they all feel really comfortable in my room :D

my small bed is right now located in front of the TV. ina always love all the dolls and stuffed animals i have there and named all of them with each of the guy she’s crushing on :) timothy always falls asleep in that bed the minute he got there, adorable.

the sleeping bag i used during DBPJ sleepover at school, jambore, temu OSIS KAJ, and had been with me since the 5th grade had been spread since saturday (17/4) for me to fall asleep on during working on YB. i don’t really like working and typing on my desk :|

before the radio tower was torn down, the function of the big window on my room was to runaway. i climbed down the tower and went back up the tower :) now, with tower gone, the big window is just used for me to slip outside to the roof hangout with a can of beer and cigs.

my bedroom wall is not furnished so it has the old ancient dutch kind of look. it is soooo coool! love it so much. but frankly, the wall is like that because when my grandpapa and grandmama build the 2nd floor they didn’t have any money to finish the wall, so they left it like that and it’s awesome!

the tiles was redone when i was in the 4th grade, before it was carpet :) my grandpapa had the whole 2nd floor redone with new wooden tiles and aluminum foil cover below the roof so that the temperature inside is not tampered with the outside temperature.

it’s just so comfortable and wonderful to be in my bedroom :) add a bathroom and keyboard/piano, i’d never leave! haha :D

for college, i’ll be staying with nita and gleny nearby campus. that’s 4years + 18 months (for me to work) i’m not going to be fulltime in my bedroom. a little bit sad but excited :D

well, TTYL for now :)

oh, and i made two pictures today. the first one got me and timothy in a very laugh-ish shout-ish phonecall and the other one is just plain adorable. so i’m just going to post the second one :D

this is supposedly timothy satyaabieza :) he said it’s cute :D

NIGHT ALL! :) MGLL

Post #361 Sale, Promotion, and Advertisement

am i  really good at this?

Post #303 Yearbook 21 : About to be Cover

going to be edited soon :) working on it!