Post #456 Take It Down!

take it down game link! 1-20 level, i spent a very productive 90 minutes.

since this afternoon i’ve been, again, throwing up what i eat (i am not bulimic or anorexic) so tonight i gave up on eating and filling my tummy with hot tea and nibbling on bread. last time i ate was thursday before IR class, got so full couldn’t eat anything the night after. after that night, i just don’t feel like eating. this afternoon when i got home, i ate rice with corned beef and voile, kneeling on the toilet for a couple of minute and haven’t productively eating since.

Post #451 Gather Round, Gather Round

long time no see eh bloggieeesss? i don’t have any excuse or denial but i’ve been cheating on my baby…

…with tumblr

i made a tumblr account a few months ago, and it’s been inactive since, because i was frustated with twitter (it’s only microblogging! i need to macroblog from my phone!) and then i realized that my blackberry supports tumblr, so hell yeah why not, right?

it’s actually easy to use, on the dashboard you can, like, practically choose what you want to post and just bang bang, voila there goes your post. very convenient. and it works like a giant form of twitter! you can reblogged (it’s like retweeting) and you can heart the posts of others. you follow and become a follower of fellows tumblr-ers and bang, you go international!

i’ve had so many dreams and  wishes when i was little and it keeps changing like a buddha reincarnation cycle, one of ‘em is being a writer and i think, at least for myself, i already got that.

i’ve said this to myself a thousand times and once yesterday to abieza, i have a purpose to write and certain post are dedicated to certain friends or big men in the parliament, big daddy J, presidents; THEY MIGHT NOT READ IT, BUT FOR ME IT’S BETTER THAN SITTING IN SILENCE WHERE YOU’VE BEEN GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY TO SPEAK. not everybody is as lucky, ya’ know?

The brave may not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all.

- Edward Renaldi

come on! live a little! do something outta’ your daily ordinary boring stuff, maaan! bungee jumping off a cliff (with professional and safety precautions, of course) or go crazy with your life. be brave.

i think i was brave when i first parasailed. i think i was brave (and stupid) when i lit first cigarette. i think i was brave when i came outta’ my mom’s vajayjay. i think i was brave when i realized i never gonna have a mom and dad, like forever and ever. i think i was brave when i became a senator.

bad things that happens to your life, they suck! and no matter how you complaint and whine and cry and get angry and frustrated, it’s still gonna be bad things. but one thing you can do, get passed it. it happened and don’t waste you’re time wondering what should have done to make it right, BUT PRACTICALLY MAKE IT RIGHT.

i’m an optimistic person and i’m so albus dumbledore – i believe in the very best of people. i’ve had my share of troubles of my 18-years-5-months-and-28-days of living, but i’m not gonna change. why would i change myself to follow the world where i could be different? i’m proud of being who i am.

it sucks being let down by people you believe, that’s the downward hole of an arse side of my personal values. but when everybody are only looking the worst of people, who are going to appreciate them? there are good in each individual, but people are consumed by the negative sphere that they forgot that. for me, that is unfair.

 

semangkuk mie ayam dan es teh manis and kopi hitam dan rokok are megaphones to my voices. so hell, what i wanna say i’m gonna say it.

Post #450 Wasn’t Enough

i have, like, sooo many unpost draft here i just completely forgot to write more. i was kinda busy this holiday you know (and right now is already the end of the second week of the second semester *shy mode on!*)

 

i went shooting for a friend’s short-film, i’m not in it but i helped it ;) click this, it’s the link to the trailer! and click this one for my little project hihihi ;)

 

well, that’s one of the holiday. second was christmas day. that was biiihhhh-zeeeeee! (i was gonna write busy, but it’s more eyecatching isn’t it? i know i got your attention). new year’s? one word would described it. i got wasted. i think it was productive start-of-the-year-night though, all of us just blabbering about the ups-and-downs of our relationships and gave each other advices and the early 4am tea to ooze the hangover LOL!

 

well other than that, i was intrigued by this savage chickens comic “beyond the web”

 

answer these questions for me, will you? i thank you for reading my blog, but also i thank you and kindly ask YOU to GET A MIRROR and ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS TO YOURSELF! i found my answer surprising me but not unexpected.

 

1. are you, yes YOU, an internet freak?
• how many hours a day do you spend online? (gaming, downloading, social networking, youtube, porn *i really don’t judge*, chatting, etc)
• when was the last time your email(s) inbox(es) wasn’t full of social network notification?
• when was the last time your paper or homework assignment without any internet help?
• did you whine and complain when your teacher and lecturer said you have to do your assignment ‘OFFLINE’?
2. are you, again YOU, a smartphone zombie?
• how many social network or instant messaging service do you have in your phone and they are on ‘online-mode’?
• are you checking your phone for instant-messages or social network notification (blackberry messenger and twitter and facebook included!) just now?
• how many times in an hour do you check your phone for that?
3. will you read the rest of this post after you answer this?

again, i’m not judging but isn’t what doug savage got it right in his chicken cartoon?

 

i gotta be honest, i’m a having a long distance relationship. not only with my dearest boyfriend, timothy satyaabieza, but also with my bestfriends so i admit i am one of those smartphone zombies. i’m constantly on my phone, and in my time of need, i chat about it. well, waiting to see ‘em and talk to ‘em in person is a relatively hard option.

 

with the time differences with abieza, when i want to talk to him sometimes it’s gotta be on the weirdest time of day, in the middle of my class or his, my lunch or his breakfast. i don’t mind and i don’t think he is either. i do feel better when i talk to him like that, but i would feel best if i talk to him personally. *this is just one of the obstacle of LDR*

 

with my bestfriends, pretty much the same. not to mention with the pending, the low-battery, and all those yada-yada’s.. not all of us can be with each other at the same time even in chatting.

 

this is the reality – at least my reality *lecturers in my classes always  emphasize on real examples* and how awkward it is when you meet someone new and when there’s this awkward silence, you’d go to your phone – maybe to strike up a conversation topic, or ask the person for social network account – the awkward silence would last longer. whatever happen to good old fashioned conversation? it’s not HUMAN it’s ROBOTIC!

 

my high school family – yes, they are not friends to me, they are my family – taught me in the beginning of our journey there and also what i taught my juniors about during my time there is that the person standing next to you may not as lucky as you to have a phone. our family taught us of 3C (and from my batch) + one more C. COMPETENCE, COMPASSION, CONSCIENCE + COMMITMENT. well, simply to care about others. not just through charity (in which, i’m sorry to say, right now i’m in the most apathetic environment ever that caring is only through an overly exposed action for charity). use your phone in a necessary amount of time and don’t expose it. don’t overly hide when you’re using it too, that’s exaggerating, but just be subtle. NOT EVERYBODY, EVEN THE PERSON NEXT TO YOU, IS AS LUCKY AS YOU. be compassionate.

 

technology is as evil as it is helpful. be wise or be damned. be human for that matter!

 

thank you for reading this, i hope you have pleasant experience and if there’s any comment, feel free to contact me. i do apologize if i offend you, my readers. L.

Post #449 Mengalun Bergantian Merdu

from the beginning i’ve following mira lesmana’s twitter and her progress of creating musikal laskar pelangi.

 

the story itself has been an inspiration for me since the beginning. i love love andrea hirata. my favorite indonesian writer :) inspired reading all four books.

 

watching the movie, definite cry cry session. with half of gonzaga watching as well. first outing with jesby erc gleny :’)

 

and this epic masterpiece of the wondrous story, the musical one! yeaaahhh, i’m gonna watch it. please, nothing would go wrong :’) aaammmeeennn. this made possible thanks to, again, my dearest friend alexander christian nugroho. tweet about it, @michaelpermana said i should ask him then he asked before i did ask. *good boy :p * i wanna go with timothy satyaabieza though :’) miss you much!

 

i’m a theater freak! broadway freak! i watched the 60’s movie of west side story and absolutely it’s my favorite. tonight is one of my ultimate favorite song since i was little. i just mesmerized by theater.

 

wicked is also my uber favorite. i mean, as a kid don’t you just love the wizard of oz? dorothy and all her adventures? broadway’s amazing! i deeply want to go to new york for this :’)

 

glee is somewhat a theater music too.. so don’t care how you mock it, hon, i love glee :*

 

never watched any play life before so i’m super excited. just hope and pray nothing go wrong and i get to watch it :’)

Post #447 Can’t You See?

oh please, click this link

 

i dunno whether i should be enticed and flattered or be disgusted … i’m feeling more of the latter right now. so yea major awkward silence WHAT THE HELL moment. i’m pretty sure i ain’t taking it as a compliment.

 

oyea, and this an ultimatum! for now on, any blogpost related to my sister would be tagged as a bieber-fever! can’t argue with that, it’s final! *signed and sealed by me! the one and only sole blogger of mie ayam dan es teh manis*

Post #446 Don We Know Now Our Gay Apparel

for a cheerful sweet song to carol on christmas eve would be about some dude and his gay lover, don, and their sense of style. that is sick man! that is sick! well no, i’m just kidding.

 

i was surfing barney stinson’s quote and i came across this quotation that i just have to blog, it’s freakin funny! and a possible move to tumblr i’m considering. aaarrrghhh.. it’s more interactive to read and plain easy but this is my baby that got me through high school and now, college too! and probably the rest of my life here, so it’s just a consideration, i do have a tumblr account also but neaah..

 

back to the barney quote … IT’S GONNA BE LEGEND-wait-for-it-and-i-hope-you’re-not-lactose-intolerant-DARY!!!

 

Seriously. Jesus started the whole "wait three days" thing. He waited THREE days to come back to life. It was perfect! If he had only waited ONE day, a lot of people wouldn't have even heard that he died. They'd be all, "Hey Jesus, what up?" and Jesus would probably be like, "What up? I DIED yesterday!" and then they'd be all, "Uhh, you look pretty alive to me, dude..." and then Jesus would have to explain how he was resurrected, and how it was a miracle, and then the dude would be like "Uh okayy, whatever you say, bro..." And he's not gonna come back on a SATURDAY. Everybody's busy, doing chores, workin' the loom, trimmin' the beard, NO. He waited the exact right number of days, THREE. Plus it's SUNDAY, so everyone's in church already, they're all in there "Oh no, Jesus is DEAD", then BAM! He bursts through the back door, runs up the aisle, everyone's totally psyched, and FYI, that's when he invented the high five. Three days. We wait three days to call a woman, because that's how long Jesus wants us to wait.... True story.

Barney Stinson (Season 4 Episode 21 Three Days Rule)

 

this is a joke and totally fits the whole Jesus euphoria. tommorow night big daddy J is coming to town, we’re celebrating his glorious birth! soooo a barney’s bro-code-jesus-related-code would fit perfectly!

 

ooyeeaah, and imma’ gonna’ write about masterchef and FOODoodoo tomorrow, so be sure to keep in touch! :*

 

TTYL me ‘arty!

Post #442 Speaking Words of Wisdom

still at this shitty shitty bang bang place of immigration office.

 

keep telling myself all the way, that it’s for world model united nations .. i’m doing it for WMUN 2011!

 

i am not the only one pissed though *alongside the human sardines* the officer in the photo booth, yeaa everybody can tell from her voice giving out announcement, she’s pretty damn pissed.

 

looks like i’m staying until afternoon or night today here. aarrgghh, can somebody come and get me? i am in need of a big super sloppy burger.

 

oyeaa, i’ll be most avoiding crowded places for ummm.. until the end of the year perhaps? oh yea, it’s only three weeks away. is 2011 really coming that fast?

 

can you tell i’m really bored right now? the juice on my dearest lappy’s dying so this post is heavily depending on the last few minutes of my batteries. and there’s a little girl sitting on my left looking at the screen of my laptop.

 

good thing i have a pretty damn nice wallpaper. camera swap :) me holding i think cece’s camera, jesby behind me with my camera, and cece with benhard’s. it was on UPH building D room 501.

 

oyeah, there’s high school model united nations coming in february 2011 only at universitas pelita harapan. be sure your high school participate! it’s a great opportunity to learn and role-playing UN diplomats. well this imma’ write some more when i have more information :D

 

bye bye from immigration f*ckin office, TTYL :*

Post #441 To Have Been Where I Have Been

i am writing this in a shitty improper dreckitude place owned by the government. a little office filled with human sardines called the jakarta selatan imigration office.

 

it is, in this blogger solemn opinion, an embarrassment of the government. why you ask? i had the marvelous experience of seeing two foreigners, i believe from their accent and behavior that they are americans. as they flee as fast as the could from the upper level, they shouted “this is crazy, this is madness!”

 

as i quote those two men, i indeed agree. people are literally pushed here and there through the unknown current of where to go, uncertainty, and just plain CHAOS. children crying, babies shouting (and/or the other way around). ladies with over the top make-up which already running down their faces because of the heat (this one is actually funny)

 

in this governmental office i met the state of Indonesia. they are the officers behind the counters, with all the fancy outfits, garuda and name badges, and paperworks. some of them are really busy, i can tell. i saw one with a banana in one hand, blackberry smartphone on the other, and no paperwork at all, she might be the important person here ;) i understand that they are busy and there’s a lot of people they have to serve (well, they are the civil servants), but the way they act is just AWFUL. no smile, at least thank you’s. THEY ARE JUST RUDE!!!!

 

RUDE

 

not to mention oh how crowded the place is. as i said, a human sardine can! there’s two explanation to this

1. the people are UNCIVILIZED. they just don’t know how to queue, they just hit anybody who come in their way. such dreadful scene. this is embarrassing to those foreigners in the office, is this really the portrait of the people of Indonesia? EMBARRASSING
2. the CIVIL SERVANTS in their fancy office is PROVEN 100% UNRELIABLE AND UNABLE to control and manage their establishment. EMBARRASSING

this is exactly why i want to jump in to work in for the country. so that there’ll be no more blog post about this, no more foreigners coming in to the governmental office shouting this is crazy and madness. NO MORE HUMAN SARDINES.

 

this writing is definitely dedicated to my dearest country’s bureaucracy, if you read this, i’ll be gladly meet up and really voice it out: DUDE, YOU’VE GOT THE AWFUL-EST MANAGEMENT OF OFFICES.

 

thank you, i’ll be back with more blogging later tonight ;D

Post #436 Skinny Dipping in the Dark

this is me with nothing to do, too much randomness in the ole’ noodle, and PLAIN PRANKish MODE ON! *please, if you’re on this post do not kill me!

 

perhaps from the title you’d think i’d post some of me really skinny dipping but heeeeeeeeelllllllllll nnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooo!!! *i do want to swim soon but really, i’ve been asking like since before UN and still no response. ANYBODY?!?!?!?!?!?!* but only to remind, the title to the post #450 is a song title: you guess it ‘mmkaay?

 

this is a random post about a single shirt worn in many occasion *talk about repetitive fashion choice* on different persons! tsk tsk …

left-right: me @ LDK, abieza’s farewell

 

if you pay not really close attention you’ll see that me and michael keveen siahaan a.k.a. mikey are wearing the same shirt. ummm.. aren’t we really n*sync (oops, that’s a boyband) but really how we end up with the same shirt? well, this the story goes . . . that thing doesn’t belong any of us. it belongs to a person very dear to our hearts . . .

 

well well well, he has someone dear to his heart too ;)

 

what i can confirm is that timothy satyaabieza owned the shirt. but hmm, who could possibly give him such hugs? that’s not his girlfriend *jealous mode* that’s not his mum *rise an eyebrow* that’s not his sister or brother *rise the other eyebrow*

 

guess who it is and if you get it right i‘ll give you a box of oreo star! first five get ‘em *like there’s many people reading this thing* *this is not open for timothy, the person hugging him, and whoever came to the terminal 2D aug 20, 2010*

 

this is really crappy, aarrrrggghh i’m bored. forget about this *hang myself from my desk* will be back after a brainstorm of randomness attack *sigh*

 

TTYL

Post #434 Gotta Slow It Down Baby Gotta Have Some Fun

ABSEN AWESOME WEEKEND SAUDARA-SAUDARA!

 

20 November 2010 alexander christian nugroho harry potter and the deathly hallows part one! timothy satyaabieza skype :’)

 

27 November 2010 andriyawan sasmita, christian natasaputra, johannes vincent audy aistiwa, agustinus galih setyanto, teman-teman dan guru-guru kolese gonzaga edufair kolese gonzaga :D jessica indriani  PIM dan PL Fair alexander christian nugroho, michael permana rinaldi, michael sadena dibyantoro, raissa nakita chairul, syaura qotrunadha, michael keveen siahaan, aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh banyak deh :p PL Fair 2010: Your Mind is Our Stage! timothy satyaabieza skype :)

 

4 December 2010 erica pricilla tjiardama, fransisca samantha clarissa, *ammiiiinnn* khairina anindya, *teman penculikan bandungkuh* jessica indriani, dan temaaaan temaaaaaaannnn banduuuuuunggggggkkuuuuuuhh :) semoga bisa ketemu yaa smuaaa :D oiyaa, alexander christian nugroho menjanjikan babi :p timothy satyaabieza kita ketemu juga yaa ;)

 

11 December 2010 BELAJAR UJIAN AKHIR SEMESTER SAUDARA-SAUDARA!

 

18 December 2010 CHRISTMAS SHOPPING SAUDARA-SAUDARA! ada yang mau volunteer temani? ;)

 

24 December 2010 CHRISTMAS EVE!! ada yang mau temani di stefanus? WB? CC? hmm..

 

25 December 2010 CHRISTMAS SAYAAAANGKUUUH :D bogor here i come!! nareshwara odananto, sabrina ayana, abimael candraditya, om tante my loves, eyang tomo eyang milly :*

 

31 December 2010 BELUM ADA PLAN :’( *LOL*

Post #433 Jump Off That Sofa

after a long long time not touching any arts or my darling adobe photoshop today i made these

this one is combination of (from top left to right):

Pilot Project LDK Senat 2009/2010,Kolese Gonzaga XI IPS 1 #21, Kolese Gonzaga #21 (my almamater then on my almamater now), Kolese Gonzaga XII IPS 2 #21, The Boys’ Football in Senayan, Senat Kolese Gonzaga 2009/2010, Kolese Gonzaga #21, Jazz Revolution Project Recording Session, Cece Syau Andriy Abe at Monas around 10 pm –.-“ (Cece and Andriy’s first time), Abe’s Last Supper, one day before he departed to NL :’)

 

while this one is of me and my dearest friends: erc jesby gleny :) the L-shaped pictures were on gleny’s 17th birthday while the one on the school’s gazebo was on school visit to some factory taken by cece (picture with all four of us are soooo rare so usually thanks to this guy right there) and the big one was on the factory taken by don’t remember who :p

 

this one is my baby jazz revolution project :) these were when they played at school for a certain tea product :’) didn’t watch them, i had to play teacher watching MOS’ head selection :( danu won’t let me sneak a peak so i just at the teacher’s table and hid my head while they played funky chunky :’( gosh how i love these guys sooo bad! abieza alexander galih putri (TRIVIA: alexander abieza project was the previous name of JRP)

Post #426 Indicate Precisely What You Mean to Say

thanks to my dear ole’ grandmama, i’ve been too healthy even for me and more sleepy than ever before.

 

this is my very healthy-according-to-grandmama routine

green tea when i wake up before i start my whole not-as-hectic-as-Gonzaga day. in the afternoon after classes, i would once more have a cup of nice hot green tea.

why is it healthy?

there are a lot of benefits you can get from consuming green tea, such as it lowers the risk of cancer and stroke & heart diseases, lowers blood pressure, prevents tooth decay, inhibits virus, and promoting weight loss! ;) so try some and get the healthy benefits of green tea now!

 

 

saffron/turmeric at night before bed.  it does not just calm your tummy and gives the soothing effect of a good night sleep, but also many healthy benefits ;) one, it’s reduces the hell-like pain girls get during first days of periods :( it also helps to stay in good fit shape and lessen stinky body bio *alert to whoever taking Pak Bhatara’s Law Class! Body Stink is a violation of human right! ;)

 

 

 

 

for snackage consumption, grandmama gives me wheat cookies. well it also has superb healthy benefits, such as prevents cancer, lowers cholesterols and blood pressure, nutritious, and basically a diet food! LOL ;)

 

 

 

well, i can conclude to myself that my grandmother is trying to make me go on a diet! they are delicious food though. hahaha! and with HI UPH kind of tasks, you’re sure to lose a little weight now and then ;) the exercise? i got that a from walking back and forth from the bus stop to UPH Building F :p not to mention classes in Building B with that kind of stairs ;)

 

one more good diet is wallet diet ;) i’ve been saving Rp 50.000,- per week, and got the idea from dearest abieza, i hide it in one of my books ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

well, gotta prepare for the class and cyong will be waking up any time soon ;) TTYL!

Post #420 Salagadoola Mechicka Boola

kembali dengan saya, SAYA, dalam semangkuk es teh dan mie ayam manis. IYAAAA, becandaaa! kurang lebih pasnya sebulan saya menjalani karir sebagai mahasiswa baru hubungan internasional 2010 UPH dan yang jauh amat lebih penting anak kos di taman bromo 19.

esensi hidup yang paling penting selama saya menjalani karir ini saya dapatkan bukan dari lecturers di kelas yang dinginnya berlebih, melainkan dari kekosongan perut dan dompet saya akibat diet anak kos dan juga harga buku yang lebay mahalnya; puji Tuhan masih sanggup beli – walau sekarang jarang makan.

esensi hidup yang paling penting itu dapat dirumuskan dengan 1 huruf + 1 angka + 1 huruf lagi = P3K. si akang di tanah kompeni sana mengerti sekali pemahaman tiga karakter tersebut selama meniti masa kerja di salah satu SMA hampir beken di ibukota (baca: KOLESE GONZAGA). tetapi bukan P3K orang sakit yang saya dapatkan melainkan PERTOLONGAN PERTAMA PADA KELAPARAN.

setelah melakukan observasi terjun langsung ke lapangan *nyontek diktat mahaAGUS DEWA IRIANTO dulu*, esensi tersebut adalah:

mie instant, makanan kalengan, delivery, regal, oreo, MIE INSTANT, apapun digoreng tepung

yaa pokoknya lu olang mau ngekos, kuliah di UPH, dan beli buku-buku kuliah di Times Bookstore, dan ngegahul di supermall karawaci paling penting lu olang siap punya itu esensi-esensi just in case uang papah lagi habis ;) *candaaaaa, bapak rektor! sumpah saya becandaaa, nim saya 043201000^^* #lebay

tapi sebelum posting beneran di-post yaa gini sodara-sodara ceritanya. kembali ke studio, SAYA melaporkan live dari saya.

Post #419 Am I Really Going to Push “Publish”? I Guess So ;)

another stupid video! this time my sister got a little bit more interactive ;) LOL!

well, this video stars me, my sister dorothea disa, and anakin skywalker :D

any whoooo.. i have this video on my blackberry of a battle between two frenemies, i might say, more epic than anakin-obi wan lightsaber duel to the death. with the technology beyooond lightsabers, my two friends erica pricilla and radian kanugroho fought the uber fierce of baseball bat versus a drum stick! LOL much! but it’s on 3Gp format, can’t upload it to youtube –_____-“

i think the next video clip is going to star me and pookie. sister away to bali for another semester, arrgghh. so unless i can convince timothy (which would never going to happen), it’s gonna be me and pookie :P hope between freshman year in college, i’d have time to be silly and let loose like this.

fair warning: there are few videos, E-Rated ones, of me and the girls when we were having a sleepover at my house. never gonna publish it but never gonna delete it as well. LOL! just saying, if you browse me laptop closely, you’ll find it. E-Rated for super embarrassing contents!

Post #418 When I Was 13 I Had My First Love

this is a look of what me and me sister do. just tonight. just this one time. a BRILLIANT cover of justin bieber’s baby!

Post #416 AAAAaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhh is Appropriate

i woke up this morning with a very horrible uncomfortable feeling and i’m pissed all day long because of it. and add that, at only 9am i was curled up in my grandfather’s bed with a blanket, tearful eyes and pookie to wipe ‘em, my blackberry to bitch about it on twitter, and A HORRIBLE PAIN SHOOTING TO MY STOMACH AND CHEST.

grandpapa was out at the time. grandmama was apparently too busy shouting here and there about what the hell my sister’s boyf doing in her room. because my stomach just too upset to care about it so i decided not to give a damn about it.

well, my dear readers, you can truly see that i am not in the best mood: take a look at my language! so here’s the story about my bitter mind and body …

it all started on a very big day in gonzaga, especially for my friends who’s been working awfully (yes, indeed the work was awful) hard on that some say big event. it was only the opening. before the ceremony started, i sneaked passed my ultimate boss to do a very stupid thing: touch the minister’s car (RI 14; he was barely a week in his post as minister!). *oooouukkkaayyy, this is not an important detail*. skip to the chase, after the opening ceremony which i spent recording WBSO under the very horrible heat, i went to look for timothy because i was terribly dizzy and when i found him my head was just awful and he was yellow (well, i saw yellow spots around him, so yes he was yellow to me). i went home sooo early that day and off to the doctor.

“liver. rest, no school. be back here next week and i live in the same neighborhood as boediono.”

crap!

it was november 3rd, 2009. went to school on the 5th to take a remedial test and the rest was hell. sum it up, made it back to school after a week bed rest (which a week should be a month; so timmy said and later the doctor).

well, that resulted in massive weight loss, loads of nights on the bathroom floor (literally!) throwing up, weeks of not drinking milk (this is hell for me: milk is the main source of my appetite and weight gain), and all that yada yada …

“upper right side of my tummy just below the right boob. and when that hurts, it would go right through to the chest and the most awful nausea.”

#nowplaying california gurls – katy perry; #nowwatching twitter for blackberry & blackberry messenger; congrats to miroslav klose, podolski, matthew upson; good luck for frank lampard; the ref, may you go home in one peace, dude –> twitter ain’t your friend on this match.

Post #415 Out of The Sky, I Close My Eyes

this is my attempt on creating abieza’s imagination :)

this is our dream, me and his:

pahyn*ap*uhl rek*ords

laurenziabieza

amen.

Post #412 Green Tea Water Bottle

well this has got nothing to do with music or lyrics; just some random words i put together to make an interesting something.

today was hell of a culinary heaven! practically i’ve never had breakfast (dumb ‘ole me), today i had a brunch at sushi tei with erc and gleny (jesbon had an eye-thing soooo she couldn’t come along *crying emoticons*). this is myself: start with a piece of crispy roll, two pieces of inari, a plate of kani mayo, and another plate of crispy roll (that’s six pieces so total of seven!). after that, i watched toy story 3.

abieza picked me up and off we went to ramen sanpachi 38. we ate a bowl of ramen with four slices of pork! and two (at least, me) slices of jelly. abieza asked for extra, he got three! i asked and he gave me (in an oddly manner :9). after that, on the way home, he craved for some cloud nine chocolate but when we got to hero terogong, they didn’t have any :’( so we bought (well, he bought) us a kinder joy and holly chocolate; both were incredibly awesome and delicious! aaarrrgghhh..

after i got home: my favorite chicken satay!!! so on less eat mode tomorrow. not because of diet or anything, but with the past 8 months with awful liver condition and unstable health; i just cant so much or so less. everything just has got to be on the right portion and certain menus.

aaah, sleepy. off blog, on with the bbm :D

btw, i’m going to stay online (twitter, msn, and skype). chatting just makes time fly *sooooooo junior high* but then, catching up with old friends just feels the best right now :D LOL!

TTYL, off to Bogor tomorrow ;) 

Post #404 Then Billy Brown Fell In Love With Another Man

noooo, i’m not going to blog about some gay relationship.

after a month hiatus, finally i am back to this blogging world. honestly right now i have no idea what to blog about LOL! but this would be just an home-coming post!

as i am writing this i’m watching this crazy man doing a roll on his bed through webca, hahahahaha!!! LOL ;)

truly deeply honestly i  have no idea what to write.

i didn’t sleep at all last night, went to bed at 5.30AM and woke up late in the morning :P

well, tomorrow i have this thing at school so have to wake up early (uuuh, i don’t want to, can anybody wake me up?)..

#nowplaying billy brown; artist: mika; album: life in cartoon motion!