first two of these three pictures are just the experiment of my completely and utterly devastating boredom!
well this is sort of what’s going on in my desk: laptop, file, pookie, printer, water bottle, bunch o’ papers.
these are my bestfriend : erica pricilla tjiadarma & jessica indriani *hugs*
cece, bimo, aldie, wisang, abe and i, bayu :’) *smooches*
about to make breakfast and waiting for Lauren to wake up and for Aireen to pick us up and off to campus. hhhh, last day of IRF today :s
i woke up with the most awful dream in the world and i pray for it never going to happen :(
sooooo,
the nightmare started with somehow grandmama and i got tickets to netherland *cheerrriioooooo! yiippeee!*
skip to departure day, still at home.. somehow cece aldie syaura were at my house; loads of cigarette boxes and chocolate wrappers scattered in my room *sooo healthy eh guys?*, i bet some of ‘em are for dearest dude.chit chat here and there and then i fell asleep *gosh even when i’m tired in life, i’m tired in my dreams as well*
i woke up and there’s a gazillion missed call from grandmama both on my blackberry-phone *shooowww off mucchh!!* and home-phone. asked grandpapa, yeaa grandmama left already. *crying session*
i dont’ exactly remember (or want to) what’s the rest but hell yea, t’was just a stupid nightmare. *sad though*
terima kasih Tuhan atas penyertaanMu dalam UTS kami, mahasiswa-mahasiswi Universitas Pelita Harapan, seminggu yang lalu. kami bersyukur atas kuasaMu kami dapat mengerjakan ujian kami dengan maksimal dan dengan jujur. ya Bapa, kami berserah kepadaMu untuk hasil kami.
ya Bapa, kami berdoa bagi dosen kami. sertai dan bimbinglah mereka agar dapat mengoreksi dan menilai ujian kami dengan baik. terima kasih juga Bapa, bagi para dosen sehingga dapat memberikan ujian yang maksimal bagi kami.
ya Bapa, terima kasih bahwa pada hari ini acara International Relations Fiesta dapat dibuka dan diselenggarakan dengan baik. semua tidak bisa berjalan tanpa dengan adanya kuasaMu, Bapa. berkatilah panitia, peserta, serta semua orang yang terlibat dalam acara ini kekuatan untuk menjalankan hingga penutupan kamis nanti.
sekiranya apa yang kami lakukan tidak lepas dari kuasaMu dan hanya demi kemuliaan nama Tuhan yang lebih besar.
terima kasih Tuhan Yesus, amin.
Selamat pagi Tuhan Yesus,
Terima kasih Tuhan atas pagi yang indah ini dan terima kasih Tuhan aku bisa bangun dan menikmati hari ini. Ya Bapa terima kasih atas penyertaanMu dalam istirahat semalam.
Ya Bapa, pada pagi hari ini, kami anak-anakMu, mahasiswa-mahasiswa Universitas Pelita Harapan akan memulai Ujian Tengah Semester Ganjil 2010. Ya Bapa, kami mohon penyertaanMu dalam mengerjakan ujian kami. Ya Bapa, curahkan roh kudusMu sehingga kami mampu mengerjakan ujian kami dengan jujur.
Ya Bapa, berkatilah anakMu, Abieza. Berikanlah dia kekuatan dalam menjalani studinya disana. Berkatilah juga kami berdua, kekuatan dan kepercayaan satu dengan yang lain.
Ya Bapa, semua ini kami lakukan hanya demi lebih besarnya kemuliaanMu. Terima kasih Tuhan Yesus, Amin.
well i got this tweet this morning and, oh gosh, i just can’t stop gushing ;)
thanks ivan for the words and erc.prc for retweeting :) i guess, in a way, it’s like a some sort of good wishes soo thanks so much you guys! i love you :)
and most of all i love you dude! cyoong abieza!
thanks to my dear ole’ grandmama, i’ve been too healthy even for me and more sleepy than ever before.
this is my very healthy-according-to-grandmama routine
green tea when i wake up before i start my whole not-as-hectic-as-Gonzaga day. in the afternoon after classes, i would once more have a cup of nice hot green tea.
why is it healthy?
there are a lot of benefits you can get from consuming green tea, such as it lowers the risk of cancer and stroke & heart diseases, lowers blood pressure, prevents tooth decay, inhibits virus, and promoting weight loss! ;) so try some and get the healthy benefits of green tea now!
saffron/turmeric at night before bed. it does not just calm your tummy and gives the soothing effect of a good night sleep, but also many healthy benefits ;) one, it’s reduces the hell-like pain girls get during first days of periods :( it also helps to stay in good fit shape and lessen stinky body bio *alert to whoever taking Pak Bhatara’s Law Class! Body Stink is a violation of human right! ;)
well, i can conclude to myself that my grandmother is trying to make me go on a diet! they are delicious food though. hahaha! and with HI UPH kind of tasks, you’re sure to lose a little weight now and then ;) the exercise? i got that a from walking back and forth from the bus stop to UPH Building F :p not to mention classes in Building B with that kind of stairs ;)
well, gotta prepare for the class and cyong will be waking up any time soon ;) TTYL!
i was just finished with reading skills quiz and now i’m immensely bored and missing the dude.
cyoooong, hugs and kisses ‘mkay?
soooo, this is the first ever blog i’ve ever write in UPH, LOL ;)
i guess done now, this little lappy ran out of juice, TTYL.
c u soon, cyong :*
this is a scarf from dearest dude *kissessss!* (btw, i have no freakin’ way on how to rotate this thing)
i have no effin’ clue what to write here and now, but i think i just want to type a lot (girl, you should be doin’ that 5 pages law analysis!). okaaayy, will do. i swear. after this blog ;)
aarrgghh i give up! nothing exciting to bitch about :(
oh oh oh, i just remember ;) tomorrow me and fellow UPH-ers gonna’ attend Peace Seminar with Universitas Kristen Indonesia. The United Nations Information Center held the event in commemorate of International Day of Peace which is tomorrow (September 21!!!) ;) sooo be sure for a long long long post of the seminar tomorrow night (if i’m done with my sweet law assignment tonight or early tomorrow night)
smooches, L
just so you know, i’m writing this just for i can let it out. it is super duper massive unhealthy to keep it inside all by myself. then it strikes me just a second ago, why not share it with the world?!? i have a blog after all! what’s the point of mushy-cry-cry bbm or trashing on twitter (that’s a hell no on the latter, it’s a well earned pinching session from dearest dude, LOL!)
okay, this certain post i was going to write about i didn’t even remember what because there’s a even bigger more massive epic joyous blessing imma’ gonna ‘ write ;)
soooooo…
last night i went out on a dinner with abieza’s mom and dad, sister Kab, brother Agha and, his wifey, Dita :) we went to Midori @ Bintaro Sektor 7. like any other people going to a restaurant, we ordered. and theeeeennnnnnnnnn, oh my gosh oh my gosh! mas agha said that there is an announcement, from him and mba dita ;)
*cue drum roll and cool movie soundtrack!*
mba dita let out a sonogram picture to the table aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnddddddddd ole’ mr. storky gonna’ give a little visit next may :’)
this means, by summer next year, dearest dude ain’t gonna’ be called dude again! it’s definitely uncle timmy :* goossshhh, i just can’t stop gushing *this is exaggerating* but i am sooo happy for the proud soon-to-be-parents :D
all the bestest best wishes for mas agha and mba dita, God bless ya’! hugs and kisses, L ;)
i remembered being oh so bored in that damp classroom. didn’t know what to answer more, i merely depending on lady luck.
i don’t want to go out first. then, in front of me, somebody got up and went out. ah, what the hell, i followed.
no more interaction that day, but it was you.
recess bell just rang, people running around like chicken. i was by the door.
you stopped, oh honey you paid attention to a little bit of change.
yet who are you to me that day? we were friends.
we still are
class list.
me: “who the hell is timothy satyaabieza?”
oh, it’s you.
everyday would be like this:
me or you: i have to tell you something!
then we would spent the whole period doing nothing but chat all the way.
something, more something-s, more something-s.
we’re bestfriends.
i can list it all, dear.
your seventeenth birthday present, valentine’s night, school, classes, countless of precious moments.
my bestfriend slapped with the reality that i was falling for you.
“3, 2, 1, see? he’s coming over to you”
really? never believed it, but yea you actually did
so i said to myself, i like you; hell, i’m gonna love you ;)
to this exact moment, everything’s too sweet to write in words.
oh dear, you know i’m not the mushy gosh-i’m-in-love girl on those romance movies.
i’m just not.
i just freakin’ in love with you dude ;)
selamat malam saudara-saudari terkasih, saya. SAYA, akan memulai sebuah permainan tebak lagu apakah beserta siapa penyanyinya yang kata-katanya saya pakai sebagai judul dari post #420 sampai post #450 :) yang selalu benar dan selalu update jawaban di comment saya hubungi dan segera mengirimkan satu set piring cantik dan sendok-garpunya. mohon diperhatikan saudara-saudari: saya tidak becanda, silahkan ditanggapi dengan serius juga
tapi post ini bukan suatu hal yang serius-seriusan. saya ingin menjawab pertanyaan yang sering dilontarkan kepada saya oleh keluarga, teman-teman terkasih, rukun tetangga, dan pihak-pihak berenang lainnya. maksud saya berwenang.
apa yang lo pelajarin sih di hubungan internasional?
saya mempelajari hubungan dua insan (cielah) antar negara, seluk beluk video call menggunakan provider instant messaging populer, blackberry messanging antar negara, perbedaan jam, dan penyakit malarindu (harap diperhatikan saudara-saudari, BELUM DITEMUKAN OBATNYA *karena abieza-nya masih di negeri orang*). ini saya becanda, mana mungkin saya belajar beginian di kelas –“ tapi apa yang saya uraikan ini betulan, tidak pakai becandaan dan cabenya satu.
yaa cukup posting galau ini saudara-saudari, kita ganti topik di posting satu lagi :)
kembali dengan saya, SAYA, dalam semangkuk es teh dan mie ayam manis. IYAAAA, becandaaa! kurang lebih pasnya sebulan saya menjalani karir sebagai mahasiswa baru hubungan internasional 2010 UPH dan yang jauh amat lebih penting anak kos di taman bromo 19.
esensi hidup yang paling penting selama saya menjalani karir ini saya dapatkan bukan dari lecturers di kelas yang dinginnya berlebih, melainkan dari kekosongan perut dan dompet saya akibat diet anak kos dan juga harga buku yang lebay mahalnya; puji Tuhan masih sanggup beli – walau sekarang jarang makan.
esensi hidup yang paling penting itu dapat dirumuskan dengan 1 huruf + 1 angka + 1 huruf lagi = P3K. si akang di tanah kompeni sana mengerti sekali pemahaman tiga karakter tersebut selama meniti masa kerja di salah satu SMA hampir beken di ibukota (baca: KOLESE GONZAGA). tetapi bukan P3K orang sakit yang saya dapatkan melainkan PERTOLONGAN PERTAMA PADA KELAPARAN.
setelah melakukan observasi terjun langsung ke lapangan *nyontek diktat mahaAGUS DEWA IRIANTO dulu*, esensi tersebut adalah:
mie instant, makanan kalengan, delivery, regal, oreo, MIE INSTANT, apapun digoreng tepung
yaa pokoknya lu olang mau ngekos, kuliah di UPH, dan beli buku-buku kuliah di Times Bookstore, dan ngegahul di supermall karawaci paling penting lu olang siap punya itu esensi-esensi just in case uang papah lagi habis ;) *candaaaaa, bapak rektor! sumpah saya becandaaa, nim saya 043201000^^* #lebay
tapi sebelum posting beneran di-post yaa gini sodara-sodara ceritanya. kembali ke studio, SAYA melaporkan live dari saya.
another stupid video! this time my sister got a little bit more interactive ;) LOL!
well, this video stars me, my sister dorothea disa, and anakin skywalker :D
any whoooo.. i have this video on my blackberry of a battle between two frenemies, i might say, more epic than anakin-obi wan lightsaber duel to the death. with the technology beyooond lightsabers, my two friends erica pricilla and radian kanugroho fought the uber fierce of baseball bat versus a drum stick! LOL much! but it’s on 3Gp format, can’t upload it to youtube –_____-“
i think the next video clip is going to star me and pookie. sister away to bali for another semester, arrgghh. so unless i can convince timothy (which would never going to happen), it’s gonna be me and pookie :P hope between freshman year in college, i’d have time to be silly and let loose like this.
fair warning: there are few videos, E-Rated ones, of me and the girls when we were having a sleepover at my house. never gonna publish it but never gonna delete it as well. LOL! just saying, if you browse me laptop closely, you’ll find it. E-Rated for super embarrassing contents!
this is a look of what me and me sister do. just tonight. just this one time. a BRILLIANT cover of justin bieber’s baby!
i love you. i know.
taken beautifully from star wars episode 5: the empire strikes back, princess leia and han solo. sooooooooooo romantic, i screamed when they froze han solo. so i’m doing a marathon of star wars today and tomorrow. today i watched back to back episode 4: a new hope and episode 5. tomorrow i am going to watch episode 6: return of the jedi and episode 3: revenge of the sith.
blame abieza for this! i am now deeply in love with it. it all begun with watching the featured dvd: behind the scenes of the whole damn thing wednesday night while waiting to surprise bimo :) the first plan was to watch it and take a little midnight nap on his couch but i just got sooo excited watching how they made darth vader’s helmet.
my impression of the movies was funny, i think. episode 4: when tarkin, darth vader, and all those important death star chiefs having a meeting; in my mind was “wow, a league of super important people with ugly hair-do’s. they must be the bad guys.” and that the death star reminds me a lot of capt. gantu’s ship from lilo and stitch. while in episode 4: this is a total lovey-frenemies-i-ain’t-gonna-admit-i-love-you adventurous love flick between princess leia and han solo. they sooo made for each other.
well, i’m going to sleep now so i can wake up early to continue the marathon to this wonderful masterpiece of art! btw, i think i hurt my left wrist. it hurts when i hold ‘em up or poking it, hurts on the inside. uuuh :(
#np: doctor roberts – the beatles.
i woke up this morning with a very horrible uncomfortable feeling and i’m pissed all day long because of it. and add that, at only 9am i was curled up in my grandfather’s bed with a blanket, tearful eyes and pookie to wipe ‘em, my blackberry to bitch about it on twitter, and A HORRIBLE PAIN SHOOTING TO MY STOMACH AND CHEST.
grandpapa was out at the time. grandmama was apparently too busy shouting here and there about what the hell my sister’s boyf doing in her room. because my stomach just too upset to care about it so i decided not to give a damn about it.
well, my dear readers, you can truly see that i am not in the best mood: take a look at my language! so here’s the story about my bitter mind and body …
it all started on a very big day in gonzaga, especially for my friends who’s been working awfully (yes, indeed the work was awful) hard on that some say big event. it was only the opening. before the ceremony started, i sneaked passed my ultimate boss to do a very stupid thing: touch the minister’s car (RI 14; he was barely a week in his post as minister!). *oooouukkkaayyy, this is not an important detail*. skip to the chase, after the opening ceremony which i spent recording WBSO under the very horrible heat, i went to look for timothy because i was terribly dizzy and when i found him my head was just awful and he was yellow (well, i saw yellow spots around him, so yes he was yellow to me). i went home sooo early that day and off to the doctor.
“liver. rest, no school. be back here next week and i live in the same neighborhood as boediono.”
crap!
it was november 3rd, 2009. went to school on the 5th to take a remedial test and the rest was hell. sum it up, made it back to school after a week bed rest (which a week should be a month; so timmy said and later the doctor).
well, that resulted in massive weight loss, loads of nights on the bathroom floor (literally!) throwing up, weeks of not drinking milk (this is hell for me: milk is the main source of my appetite and weight gain), and all that yada yada …
“upper right side of my tummy just below the right boob. and when that hurts, it would go right through to the chest and the most awful nausea.”
#nowplaying california gurls – katy perry; #nowwatching twitter for blackberry & blackberry messenger; congrats to miroslav klose, podolski, matthew upson; good luck for frank lampard; the ref, may you go home in one peace, dude –> twitter ain’t your friend on this match.
this is my attempt on creating abieza’s imagination :)
this is our dream, me and his:
pahyn*ap*uhl rek*ords
laurenziabieza
amen.
well, the biggest happening in the world right now is “that thing” in south africa, oui? ja! so why don’t i talk about it a bit here ;)
i’m soooo much in love with shakira’s waka waka which is the official theme song for the 2010 world cup :) but it’s not what i’d like to talk about here. i watched the video clip few mornings ago and i can finally understand what a goal meant for the player.
truthfully, i watched football and, of course, waiting for goals. not because i’m rooting for a certain team or the beauty of the goal itself, but the expression of the player who made the goal; a goal is a present, gift, to his country. he’s proud of where he comes from and, even more, proud that he can give that same feeling of proud. he gives back.
i guess, to this day, people laugh when i answered i want to be president. they laugh even louder and with a sarcastic smile they’ll say, “good luck with that” when i promise that i can change this country, to the better. i don’t disagree when some of my friends want to leave this country of ours because there’s nothing to miss about or be proud of. but then, some of them would say that it’s impossible to change. it breaks my heart (i’m not being hyperbolic or anything, but i do) to hear that. yes, i know change is big. hell, we’re talking about indonesia, it is MASSIVE. but if every single person is just going to all busy wrapped up in disappointment and give up, of course it’s hard because no one believe that the impossible can be done. i believe that and i’ll do that impossibility.
honestly, i have this “spirit of nationalism” because i feel that indonesia is a one thing that i’m proud of and feeling this way closes the gap i receive all my life of being a disappointment (or a result of a misact by my disappointing parents). i feel empty, truthfully. i don’t have parents to come home to or to make proud of. hell, i’d rather die than make them proud, what do they did for me if i do such a great deed? that’s why i fill that emptiness with indonesia, the closest thing i can understand and always here with me all my life.
i may be selfish, obnoxious, loud, and over-emotional but i’m no idiot. i’m not dumb. and hell thanks to bad parenting i know betrayal, hatred, lies, loneliness, and all other horrible things one should not learn by the age of seven; i learn it through the hardest way of being loved and not being loved. reading about how hard heroes fought and died to bring independence and a glimpse of dignity to this country, i just feel guilty if what they had worked hard for forgotten just like that. what they had fought for is not something that last forever without perseverance from us right now. it does not going to run on itself, hold on to it and steer.
#nowplaying dream on by aerosmith :’)
i’m not going to make a review of the movie, let it speaks by itself.
what’s cool about the third installment of toy story (which I waited for 11 fucking years!) is that what andy’s going through with in the movie really relates to what’s going on in my life. he’s off to college and wood buzz and the gang become the representation of part of our life that we have to sort; bring it with me or just let go and move on.
why did i put the quote from that three three-eyed little aliens as the title? the claw became the shine of light in the movie. dear lord, they gave up to the incinerator. they are going to burn to ashes. they just bluntly sat there waiting to be destroyed; together all in all. and then those petite little aliens brought the claw to the rescue.
how you take this lesson is all on you :) for me is NEVER TO GIVE UP and however hard the obstacles in store for you TRUST YOURSELF IN GOD :)
this movie will speak on its own and means on however one takes it so i will not say anything about it. it means to me personally and it’ll be my own little adventure. you go watch it, not just promotional here *i work with neither disney nor pixar :9* i’m the kind of kid who grow up with disney movies. they practically raised me to be who i am today (practically because my own parents never spent a second on bringing me up). that’s why this movie is my own personal adventure and joy. i’m sorry, i just won’t share it :9
“he’s been my best friend ever since i could remember” andy on woody.
well this has got nothing to do with music or lyrics; just some random words i put together to make an interesting something.
today was hell of a culinary heaven! practically i’ve never had breakfast (dumb ‘ole me), today i had a brunch at sushi tei with erc and gleny (jesbon had an eye-thing soooo she couldn’t come along *crying emoticons*). this is myself: start with a piece of crispy roll, two pieces of inari, a plate of kani mayo, and another plate of crispy roll (that’s six pieces so total of seven!). after that, i watched toy story 3.
abieza picked me up and off we went to ramen sanpachi 38. we ate a bowl of ramen with four slices of pork! and two (at least, me) slices of jelly. abieza asked for extra, he got three! i asked and he gave me (in an oddly manner :9). after that, on the way home, he craved for some cloud nine chocolate but when we got to hero terogong, they didn’t have any :’( so we bought (well, he bought) us a kinder joy and holly chocolate; both were incredibly awesome and delicious! aaarrrgghhh..
after i got home: my favorite chicken satay!!! so on less eat mode tomorrow. not because of diet or anything, but with the past 8 months with awful liver condition and unstable health; i just cant so much or so less. everything just has got to be on the right portion and certain menus.
aaah, sleepy. off blog, on with the bbm :D
btw, i’m going to stay online (twitter, msn, and skype). chatting just makes time fly *sooooooo junior high* but then, catching up with old friends just feels the best right now :D LOL!
TTYL, off to Bogor tomorrow ;)
