17.5.09

Post #199 On The Way to 200!

today i went to church, not for the sunday mass though. i was involved in a discussion – mine is not actually a discussion :p – with gleny and irene. the topic we were discussing was “do you leave god at church?”. gleny represented our little group for what-so-called result.

here is mine. i don’t think that we can leave god anywhere. i really do think that god – Jesus, for me – lives inside each and everyone of us. he’s there all the way through whatever. it is just a matter of how one connects with who or whatever concept of god one believes inside oneself.

and then, there is a manifestation of that connection between one and this so-called god, we know now as religion. religion is made by men, as well as the concept of god itself. all created by men and followed by men. i guess, like what i have been learning in class – yes people! i did not sleep during this class! – that society is just a freakin’ ball of sh*t (read : wrong doings) and through all that sh*t emerge a wise man to, how you say, correct the wrong. then came to me a quote from irene, earlier this afternoon, about this matter. and i quote: kebenaran itu tidak ada, yang ada kesalahan. maka dari itu, ada pembenaran atas kesalahan tersebut. i agree to that statement. simple, how do one learn right with no wrong?

i am going to post a lyric to a very sweet song by miss carrie underwood.

EVER EVER AFTER

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Start a new fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart

Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after

i just listen to the song on my ipod. i really like the music video but not as much to the movie. haha! so, i am going to bed for the thousandth time today :)

sweet dreams, L

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