28.2.11

Post #458 I Love You, Guys!

this is the first day of midterm, four days before Java Jazz, and exactly two weeks before WORLD MODEL UNITED NATION 2011! and the beginning of SENAT KOLESE GONZAGA 2011/2012 term of duty!

good luck dimas randhan prayodya and 10 other guys i haven’t know yet! *is the senat still 11 people, keep me informed guys, i’ve missed so much!* and who’s my grandkid? who’s the secretaries? LOL! wish i could be at the ceremony today, it’s just the most wonderful feeling being part of the senat!

congratulations to senat 2010/2011 for their term of duty the last year! so proud of being part of your process and thank you for giving the best last semester in our year at our beloved kolese gonzaga :*

ignatius abimanyu putra

yohanes mega hendarto

kezia ruth evelyn wajong

*uu my girl, you’ve made me and all the past secretary proud!*

rachael abigail

patrecya rosa oeinantisan

melissa amanda

bayu bijaksana rumondor

dimas randhan prayodya

michael bharly radot mancini

blandhina lintang

reinardus dody triatmaja

you guys had done a very great job! love you guys :*

 

and for the blessings i'’ve received today for midterm :’) i’d like to thank my dearly beloved man and friends on our endless chat (which i never close the thing on my bbm) ;)

timothy satyaabieza thanks for the biggest emotional comfort since the very beginning :’) you’ve been so great! thank you and kisses

alexander christian nugroho dude, you’re the first one today, thaaaankksss and hugs! and don’t forget to bath after your  unbelievable long day today!

jessica indriani and erica pricilla tjiadarma i love you guys so much! thank yooooouuuuuuuuuu! happy working and classes you too! erica please take care on the sleeping and eating, girl!

abieza’s mom thank you for the rendang, i’ll pick it up this weekend, tantteeee :’)

 

off to nail those exams! and i am in a really good mood to start it off (bons, you know why ;)) ttyl, guys!

12.2.11

Post #457 Jazz Revolution Project Download-o-Matic!

click the song title for the download link :)

01 Funky Chunky

02 Hello There

03 Lagu Jawa

04 Me and You (Dancow Cover)

05 Fly Awaythis one is abieza’s but done during JRP recording so why not put it here? ;)

there has been few request on the songs, even from the two adorable guitarist with blank face asking me for the songs LOL!

so timothy alexander galih putri if you want ‘em just click and download :D for y’all readers feel free to listen to our music :D

fyi, i’ve been doing marketing so much lately, i should really move to business school. it’s only two floors away ;) just kidding.

enjoy jazz revolution project!

for information on JAZZ REVOLUTION PROJECT:

Laurenzia Luna

Manager

@marialaurenzia 

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Post #456 Take It Down!

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take it down game link! 1-20 level, i spent a very productive 90 minutes.

since this afternoon i’ve been, again, throwing up what i eat (i am not bulimic or anorexic) so tonight i gave up on eating and filling my tummy with hot tea and nibbling on bread. last time i ate was thursday before IR class, got so full couldn’t eat anything the night after. after that night, i just don’t feel like eating. this afternoon when i got home, i ate rice with corned beef and voile, kneeling on the toilet for a couple of minute and haven’t productively eating since.

10.2.11

Post #454 Shoe Wish List!

queen authentic vans (even the aglet has the word queen on ‘em!)

converse jimi hendrix

adidas princess leia

do i have to say anything more? they’re awesome!

Post #453 Pang Pang Endemic

just when you said we’s try lovin’ touchin’ squeezin’ each other

this pang pang endemic started around april-may 2010 when erica pricilla tjiadarma and jessica indriani came to school for doing yearbook, they went to circle k first, bought nescafe’s and pang pang. when i tasted ‘em while doing yearbook’s layout and graphic design: MAN, THAT’S HELL OF A SNACK!

i would lay a handful of pang pang in my keyboard, make it all kinda sticky ;) but it’s easy to eat. my fingers were only working on ctrl+alt+z or the occasional enter and backspace. the rest just massive mouse-play and eye-pinching in front of an overly zoomed page of the yearbook. at times of artist-block, i’d eat ‘em then voila!

pang pang is a sorta’ cracker, sweet made of tuber (in indonesian: ubi). they’re shaped like little concrete-blocks. sweet like glazed in honey.  crunchy in all the right way. yumm ;)

this morning before my 10 am tante manado KWN class i bought a fat pack of pang pang to help me survive the day. i ate a quarter before class and nibble on ‘em during class. then at the wmun meeting, my mentor adrian hartanto started tasting ‘em and couldn’t stop eating. my friends, the manadonese cousins natasha lystia rumambi and priscilla alexandra wakkary couldn’t stop nibbling on ‘em too, and our senior kak karina as well!! we ended up spillin’ ‘em on my IR book and snack on ‘em all meeting long! LOL!

pang pang endemic indeed! ;)

oh God, help us! :p

ROTFLMAO! L.

Post #452 Keep It Untitled

i’m just gonna say it out loud:

ADEK GUE ABABIL, NYET!

that’s me reaction to a sister’s blog and the other one’s twitter (and blackberry messenger status) --“

Post #451 Gather Round, Gather Round

long time no see eh bloggieeesss? i don’t have any excuse or denial but i’ve been cheating on my baby…

…with tumblr

i made a tumblr account a few months ago, and it’s been inactive since, because i was frustated with twitter (it’s only microblogging! i need to macroblog from my phone!) and then i realized that my blackberry supports tumblr, so hell yeah why not, right?

it’s actually easy to use, on the dashboard you can, like, practically choose what you want to post and just bang bang, voila there goes your post. very convenient. and it works like a giant form of twitter! you can reblogged (it’s like retweeting) and you can heart the posts of others. you follow and become a follower of fellows tumblr-ers and bang, you go international!

i’ve had so many dreams and  wishes when i was little and it keeps changing like a buddha reincarnation cycle, one of ‘em is being a writer and i think, at least for myself, i already got that.

i’ve said this to myself a thousand times and once yesterday to abieza, i have a purpose to write and certain post are dedicated to certain friends or big men in the parliament, big daddy J, presidents; THEY MIGHT NOT READ IT, BUT FOR ME IT’S BETTER THAN SITTING IN SILENCE WHERE YOU’VE BEEN GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY TO SPEAK. not everybody is as lucky, ya’ know?

The brave may not live forever, but the cautious do not live at all.

- Edward Renaldi

come on! live a little! do something outta’ your daily ordinary boring stuff, maaan! bungee jumping off a cliff (with professional and safety precautions, of course) or go crazy with your life. be brave.

i think i was brave when i first parasailed. i think i was brave (and stupid) when i lit first cigarette. i think i was brave when i came outta’ my mom’s vajayjay. i think i was brave when i realized i never gonna have a mom and dad, like forever and ever. i think i was brave when i became a senator.

bad things that happens to your life, they suck! and no matter how you complaint and whine and cry and get angry and frustrated, it’s still gonna be bad things. but one thing you can do, get passed it. it happened and don’t waste you’re time wondering what should have done to make it right, BUT PRACTICALLY MAKE IT RIGHT.

i’m an optimistic person and i’m so albus dumbledore – i believe in the very best of people. i’ve had my share of troubles of my 18-years-5-months-and-28-days of living, but i’m not gonna change. why would i change myself to follow the world where i could be different? i’m proud of being who i am.

it sucks being let down by people you believe, that’s the downward hole of an arse side of my personal values. but when everybody are only looking the worst of people, who are going to appreciate them? there are good in each individual, but people are consumed by the negative sphere that they forgot that. for me, that is unfair.

 

semangkuk mie ayam dan es teh manis and kopi hitam dan rokok are megaphones to my voices. so hell, what i wanna say i’m gonna say it.

20.1.11

Post #450 Wasn’t Enough

i have, like, sooo many unpost draft here i just completely forgot to write more. i was kinda busy this holiday you know (and right now is already the end of the second week of the second semester *shy mode on!*)

 

i went shooting for a friend’s short-film, i’m not in it but i helped it ;) click this, it’s the link to the trailer! and click this one for my little project hihihi ;)

 

well, that’s one of the holiday. second was christmas day. that was biiihhhh-zeeeeee! (i was gonna write busy, but it’s more eyecatching isn’t it? i know i got your attention). new year’s? one word would described it. i got wasted. i think it was productive start-of-the-year-night though, all of us just blabbering about the ups-and-downs of our relationships and gave each other advices and the early 4am tea to ooze the hangover LOL!

 

well other than that, i was intrigued by this savage chickens comic “beyond the web”

 

answer these questions for me, will you? i thank you for reading my blog, but also i thank you and kindly ask YOU to GET A MIRROR and ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS TO YOURSELF! i found my answer surprising me but not unexpected.

 

  1. are you, yes YOU, an internet freak?
    • how many hours a day do you spend online? (gaming, downloading, social networking, youtube, porn *i really don’t judge*, chatting, etc)
    • when was the last time your email(s) inbox(es) wasn’t full of social network notification?
    • when was the last time your paper or homework assignment without any internet help?
    • did you whine and complain when your teacher and lecturer said you have to do your assignment ‘OFFLINE’?
  2. are you, again YOU, a smartphone zombie?
    • how many social network or instant messaging service do you have in your phone and they are on ‘online-mode’?
    • are you checking your phone for instant-messages or social network notification (blackberry messenger and twitter and facebook included!) just now?
    • how many times in an hour do you check your phone for that?
  3. will you read the rest of this post after you answer this?

again, i’m not judging but isn’t what doug savage got it right in his chicken cartoon?

 

i gotta be honest, i’m a having a long distance relationship. not only with my dearest boyfriend, timothy satyaabieza, but also with my bestfriends so i admit i am one of those smartphone zombies. i’m constantly on my phone, and in my time of need, i chat about it. well, waiting to see ‘em and talk to ‘em in person is a relatively hard option.

 

with the time differences with abieza, when i want to talk to him sometimes it’s gotta be on the weirdest time of day, in the middle of my class or his, my lunch or his breakfast. i don’t mind and i don’t think he is either. i do feel better when i talk to him like that, but i would feel best if i talk to him personally. *this is just one of the obstacle of LDR*

 

with my bestfriends, pretty much the same. not to mention with the pending, the low-battery, and all those yada-yada’s.. not all of us can be with each other at the same time even in chatting.

 

this is the reality – at least my reality *lecturers in my classes always  emphasize on real examples* and how awkward it is when you meet someone new and when there’s this awkward silence, you’d go to your phone – maybe to strike up a conversation topic, or ask the person for social network account – the awkward silence would last longer. whatever happen to good old fashioned conversation? it’s not HUMAN it’s ROBOTIC!

 

my high school family – yes, they are not friends to me, they are my family – taught me in the beginning of our journey there and also what i taught my juniors about during my time there is that the person standing next to you may not as lucky as you to have a phone. our family taught us of 3C (and from my batch) + one more C. COMPETENCE, COMPASSION, CONSCIENCE + COMMITMENT. well, simply to care about others. not just through charity (in which, i’m sorry to say, right now i’m in the most apathetic environment ever that caring is only through an overly exposed action for charity). use your phone in a necessary amount of time and don’t expose it. don’t overly hide when you’re using it too, that’s exaggerating, but just be subtle. NOT EVERYBODY, EVEN THE PERSON NEXT TO YOU, IS AS LUCKY AS YOU. be compassionate.

 

technology is as evil as it is helpful. be wise or be damned. be human for that matter!

 

thank you for reading this, i hope you have pleasant experience and if there’s any comment, feel free to contact me. i do apologize if i offend you, my readers. L.

28.12.10

Post #449 Mengalun Bergantian Merdu

from the beginning i’ve following mira lesmana’s twitter and her progress of creating musikal laskar pelangi.

 

the story itself has been an inspiration for me since the beginning. i love love andrea hirata. my favorite indonesian writer :) inspired reading all four books.

 

watching the movie, definite cry cry session. with half of gonzaga watching as well. first outing with jesby erc gleny :’)

 

and this epic masterpiece of the wondrous story, the musical one! yeaaahhh, i’m gonna watch it. please, nothing would go wrong :’) aaammmeeennn. this made possible thanks to, again, my dearest friend alexander christian nugroho. tweet about it, @michaelpermana said i should ask him then he asked before i did ask. *good boy :p * i wanna go with timothy satyaabieza though :’) miss you much!

 

i’m a theater freak! broadway freak! i watched the 60’s movie of west side story and absolutely it’s my favorite. tonight is one of my ultimate favorite song since i was little. i just mesmerized by theater.

 

wicked is also my uber favorite. i mean, as a kid don’t you just love the wizard of oz? dorothy and all her adventures? broadway’s amazing! i deeply want to go to new york for this :’)

 

glee is somewhat a theater music too.. so don’t care how you mock it, hon, i love glee :*

 

never watched any play life before so i’m super excited. just hope and pray nothing go wrong and i get to watch it :’)

26.12.10

Post #448 So Why Leave Them Behind?

as i promised on the previous post, now i would like to write about masterchef and food.

 

i’m a big fan of food. if you ask my hobby i would say eating is numero uno. lucky for me, as a big eater i ain’t no plus-size so it really is a blessing i’m so proud to take advantage of. i also have the sweetest of sweet tooth! i absolutely love desserts, cakes, cookies, pies, ice creams, and most of all BROWNIES!!! love ‘em love ‘em! especially when the all gooey baked brownies combined with the most moist of whipped cream with chocolate sprinkles. aaarrrgghhh, all time best!

 

i ain’t no cook, i can cook but not so good. but i believe, with all my heart and soul, I AM A GOOD BAKER! yesterday, yes on christmas eve morning, i bake a big pan of valentine’s day brownies and the in-laws chocolate cookies (the latter, it’s kinda’ joke-ish mention *sorry, dearest ;)*)

 

valentine’s day brownies it’s a simple baked brownies. chocolate with sugar, butter, flour, and ya’ know what brownies are made of. my addition is rum (i’m a big jack sparrow fan too!) and candy chocolate inside or on top ;) why i named it valentine’s day brownies? because i first made it on me and dearest abieza’s second valentine’s day on february 2010 ;) *our first was 2009, jazz revolution project played on raffles international christian school’s valentine’s day* i spent the whole morning while he was at church baking the brownies because he said he would come over later in the afternoon. aaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnddddd, he came with the biggest bouquet of yellow daisies! and he loved the brownies! love you love you!

this brownie also has the honor of being called as brownies dahsyat by my dearest erc :* (huuuugggssss)…

 

the in-laws chocolate cookies it’s kinda like chocolate chip cookies but without the chocolate chips still taste awesome though ;) i made it first for abieza’s 18 birthday and he absolutely loved it *yeaaa i know you do!* he said that his whole family liked it too *embarrass shy emoticons here!* so you get it yea why i name it that.. AMEN! *gosh, i really love my man!*

 

masterchef? gordon ramsay is frikin’ hot! and i love love love the food and graham elliot is adorable. reminds me sort of my dearest abieza ;) *runaway and hide* the show pretty much inspires me to try learning and practicing to cook and bake. and that’s what i wanna do! i wanna cook for my man ;)

 

btw btw btw btw! my baby cousin (well, he’s not a baby anymore) abimael candraditya is on the Indonesia national baseball team and they’re playing in Japan right now! so dooooooon’t just make a big fuss of the frikin’ football team (which not exactly national, the players are effin’ imported!), go take a look and support our baseball team too! merry christmas, my dear mael! hit the ball outta’ the park! love you soooo much!

 

another btw btw btw btw check this link out! thankkssss :*

24.12.10

Post #447 Can’t You See?

oh please, click this link

 

i dunno whether i should be enticed and flattered or be disgusted … i’m feeling more of the latter right now. so yea major awkward silence WHAT THE HELL moment. i’m pretty sure i ain’t taking it as a compliment.

 

oyea, and this an ultimatum! for now on, any blogpost related to my sister would be tagged as a bieber-fever! can’t argue with that, it’s final! *signed and sealed by me! the one and only sole blogger of mie ayam dan es teh manis*

23.12.10

Post #446 Don We Know Now Our Gay Apparel

for a cheerful sweet song to carol on christmas eve would be about some dude and his gay lover, don, and their sense of style. that is sick man! that is sick! well no, i’m just kidding.

 

i was surfing barney stinson’s quote and i came across this quotation that i just have to blog, it’s freakin funny! and a possible move to tumblr i’m considering. aaarrrghhh.. it’s more interactive to read and plain easy but this is my baby that got me through high school and now, college too! and probably the rest of my life here, so it’s just a consideration, i do have a tumblr account also but neaah..

 

back to the barney quote … IT’S GONNA BE LEGEND-wait-for-it-and-i-hope-you’re-not-lactose-intolerant-DARY!!!

 

Seriously. Jesus started the whole "wait three days" thing. He waited THREE days to come back to life. It was perfect! If he had only waited ONE day, a lot of people wouldn't have even heard that he died. They'd be all, "Hey Jesus, what up?" and Jesus would probably be like, "What up? I DIED yesterday!" and then they'd be all, "Uhh, you look pretty alive to me, dude..." and then Jesus would have to explain how he was resurrected, and how it was a miracle, and then the dude would be like "Uh okayy, whatever you say, bro..." And he's not gonna come back on a SATURDAY. Everybody's busy, doing chores, workin' the loom, trimmin' the beard, NO. He waited the exact right number of days, THREE. Plus it's SUNDAY, so everyone's in church already, they're all in there "Oh no, Jesus is DEAD", then BAM! He bursts through the back door, runs up the aisle, everyone's totally psyched, and FYI, that's when he invented the high five. Three days. We wait three days to call a woman, because that's how long Jesus wants us to wait.... True story.

Barney Stinson (Season 4 Episode 21 Three Days Rule)

 

this is a joke and totally fits the whole Jesus euphoria. tommorow night big daddy J is coming to town, we’re celebrating his glorious birth! soooo a barney’s bro-code-jesus-related-code would fit perfectly!

 

ooyeeaah, and imma’ gonna’ write about masterchef and FOODoodoo tomorrow, so be sure to keep in touch! :*

 

TTYL me ‘arty!

11.12.10

Post #442 Speaking Words of Wisdom

still at this shitty shitty bang bang place of immigration office.

 

keep telling myself all the way, that it’s for world model united nations .. i’m doing it for WMUN 2011!

 

i am not the only one pissed though *alongside the human sardines* the officer in the photo booth, yeaa everybody can tell from her voice giving out announcement, she’s pretty damn pissed.

 

looks like i’m staying until afternoon or night today here. aarrgghh, can somebody come and get me? i am in need of a big super sloppy burger.

 

oyeaa, i’ll be most avoiding crowded places for ummm.. until the end of the year perhaps? oh yea, it’s only three weeks away. is 2011 really coming that fast?

 

can you tell i’m really bored right now? the juice on my dearest lappy’s dying so this post is heavily depending on the last few minutes of my batteries. and there’s a little girl sitting on my left looking at the screen of my laptop.

 

good thing i have a pretty damn nice wallpaper. camera swap :) me holding i think cece’s camera, jesby behind me with my camera, and cece with benhard’s. it was on UPH building D room 501.

 

oyeah, there’s high school model united nations coming in february 2011 only at universitas pelita harapan. be sure your high school participate! it’s a great opportunity to learn and role-playing UN diplomats. well this imma’ write some more when i have more information :D

 

bye bye from immigration f*ckin office, TTYL :*

Post #441 To Have Been Where I Have Been

i am writing this in a shitty improper dreckitude place owned by the government. a little office filled with human sardines called the jakarta selatan imigration office.

 

it is, in this blogger solemn opinion, an embarrassment of the government. why you ask? i had the marvelous experience of seeing two foreigners, i believe from their accent and behavior that they are americans. as they flee as fast as the could from the upper level, they shouted “this is crazy, this is madness!”

 

as i quote those two men, i indeed agree. people are literally pushed here and there through the unknown current of where to go, uncertainty, and just plain CHAOS. children crying, babies shouting (and/or the other way around). ladies with over the top make-up which already running down their faces because of the heat (this one is actually funny)

 

in this governmental office i met the state of Indonesia. they are the officers behind the counters, with all the fancy outfits, garuda and name badges, and paperworks. some of them are really busy, i can tell. i saw one with a banana in one hand, blackberry smartphone on the other, and no paperwork at all, she might be the important person here ;) i understand that they are busy and there’s a lot of people they have to serve (well, they are the civil servants), but the way they act is just AWFUL. no smile, at least thank you’s. THEY ARE JUST RUDE!!!!

 

RUDE

 

not to mention oh how crowded the place is. as i said, a human sardine can! there’s two explanation to this

  1. the people are UNCIVILIZED. they just don’t know how to queue, they just hit anybody who come in their way. such dreadful scene. this is embarrassing to those foreigners in the office, is this really the portrait of the people of Indonesia? EMBARRASSING
  2. the CIVIL SERVANTS in their fancy office is PROVEN 100% UNRELIABLE AND UNABLE to control and manage their establishment. EMBARRASSING

this is exactly why i want to jump in to work in for the country. so that there’ll be no more blog post about this, no more foreigners coming in to the governmental office shouting this is crazy and madness. NO MORE HUMAN SARDINES.

 

this writing is definitely dedicated to my dearest country’s bureaucracy, if you read this, i’ll be gladly meet up and really voice it out: DUDE, YOU’VE GOT THE AWFUL-EST MANAGEMENT OF OFFICES.

 

thank you, i’ll be back with more blogging later tonight ;D

8.12.10

Post #439 And I Always Will

my current profile picture on facebook (it’s the post #436 exhibit c) brought back a lot of good but hell tiresome memories. even thinking about it makes me tired.

 

it is the picture of me taken by abyatar’s camera on day 1 of LDK, day 2 for us senior year senators.  we just woke up from a damn cold freezing night *and it’s only 15 minutes drive from my house*

 

it’s not the LDK memories coming back but the sweet TIRESOME memories of being member of the 2009/2010 senat, 1st secretary :’)

 

unwanted diet

forced insomnia

class skipper

tension & drama

zero sunlight

well, seems hard work all the times? yes, it’s hard work all the time. but i miss it so much.

 

first three-four months of senat, never i went home before 4 o’clock * i got home at 8.30ish, and still have work to do, homework, assignments, tests, phone calls* oh and if you take a look at my june 2009 archives, i post a blog a day before my one and only summer vacation (which was only a week) to visit my mother and sister for the secretaries: messages, reminders, formats, contact numbers of me and putri. on that day also, i almost skip class re-registration because of monthly senat meeting was on that day. the next week, right after i landed back safely in jakarta’s soekarno hatta airport, turned on the phone, erc called me to come to school the very next day to go over gonzaga festival 2009 proposal. it was awesome.

 

one positive awesome side, you got soooo used to reading and editing documents and all other papers you got sick of using copy-paste on assignments! o hell yea, you feel how it’s like to be a teacher (and actually ACTUALLY i’m quoting pak yudi’s word on this; he actually ACTUALLY said this to us when grading MOS tests), you’d learn how to read from the most beautiful and well written handwriting, to the one you have to pass over the answer sheet to all the senators to guess one word, and to the handwriting you know so well because the guy tried every test.

 

and one other thing i love love so much, because i have to type the notulen for monthly meeting and forum if it’s a senat forum, gonzfest if erc unavailable *done this on a meeting*, mos if chantal or yayi unavailable *done this on the after MOS forum*, I CAN TYPE REALLY REALLY FAST ;) sooooo great for note-taking in class now ;)

 

we learned politics. not the kind i study now on prof. aleksius jemadu’s class with andrew heywood’s book. similar but we have GREAT BUREAUCRATIC REFORM! bureaucracy in gonzaga is sooooooooo reform and neat and perfectly assembled, people spent days, nee weeks thinking about it (yes, this i’m referring to the after meeting discussion of danu adri cece about the bureaucracy of gonzaga festival 2009, awesome awesome).

 

being a secretary of senat in gonzaga, ummmhh.. first, you’ll be the person who knows everything because you write everything. you know people’s good and bad side, and what others think about it because you write everything. you know when what’s going on because you write the calendar. you’ll be the most looked for person BEFORE an event, be there during proposal-making, being asked for previous year documents, and being asked for your autograph ;) buuuuuuttt AFTER the event wrapped up, PUBLIC ENEMY NUMBER ONE! with just one question, either the secretary or head of event would try to escape your clutches (putri and i find the escape route to be most useful when avoiding danu or pak yudi or pater alis):

LPJ gimana perkembangannya? ini uda h+sekian

during our term, putri and i made a h+14 policy that the accountability report (LPJ) has to be in our hands. the only ones who look for us and not the other way around was MOS with hagi chantal yayi they are the most diligent and according to our secretary bible and punctual and oh i just love them :)

 

for my dearest erica pricilla tjiadarma oh, her hardwork for gonzaga festival proposal, letters, invitation, everything oh gosh. i’m speechless that she’s still sane enough to be president of yearbook committee. if i were in her position, i’d shot my self in the head. love you so much er. accompanying her all those long days and long nights, she’s doing hers i’m doing mine.

 

silliest memory was LAPTOPS. in plural. the usual victim were mine, erc’s, ceno’s, and ceces (without the apostrophe, you should be messing with YV crew if you’re to find out about this, he wasn’t around too i think) LOL! mine would be somewhere used to compose and edit some senat or study tour document on one side of the moderator room with the mod computer. erc’s would be on fr. khrisma’s OUR desk (o yea, we seniors own the mod room, not the moderators :p ) working on gonzfest as well as the mod’s other computer and printer. ceno’s would be used to do everything that had to do with  rundowns and however the each second of gonzaga festival would be going on. ceces in other hand, would be used for combination of the previous three with the additional abe wanted to listen to any song, me and erc were too bored to do anything and the mod computers were used by someone else and we (mostly me) would play silly with the touch screen *kill me now*

 

multi-tasking is one of the benefits. juggling senat, school, social life, boyfriend, friends, other committees (study tour *study tour ate my sanity* and yearbook *this, literally did not sleep for two weeks, probably only an hour, two tops a day. i’ll tell you the secret later* ), and family (by family i mean having dinner with everybody and sleeping not as everybody else were waking up). the most memorable memory of multitasking would be january 28, 2010 one day before timothy satyaabieza’s birthday. on that wonderful 18th birthday of his, lucky me it was also the deadline for the senat LPJ. went home as early as i could, started baking cookies at around 5ish, finished at 9ish, worked on senat’s LPJ until 10 and then rode a bike in the middle of the night to finish the job on snapy (printing place), biked home at 11 slept at 1 in the morning after finished cleaning up and all the rest. in the middle of baking, i had my laptop nearby so that when the cookies on the oven, i’d worked. i was so famished so tired so haven’t-got-much-sleep-all-night, i forgot to mention why the school prayed for timmy that day. i didn’t say it was his birthday on the intercom at the afternoon angelus prayer.

 

and i’m still confused why we had our breakup after all this fiasco, not during LOL!

 

actually all those resulted in me getting sick right DURING IN THE MIDDLE OF GONZAGA FESTIVAL 2009 DAY ONE! DAY UNOS! DAY SATU! DAY EEN! don’t really want to talk about it but doctor told me to a month rest, i was naughty so not even two weeks rest i went back to school on three days before gonzaga festival ended. it was all worth it when up on stage, documentating jazz revolution project i saw all of our parents. i saw galih’s brother first right in front of stage, then his mom and dad :) then i saw cece’s mom :) then abe’s mom, not sure if i saw his dad or not :) then to the far left of the stage, near the gonzaga swb sign, putri'’s mom and brother :) they were with my third grade homeroom teacher, the closest thing i ever have to a motherly figure, bu susan :’) oh how mike edwin and i love her so much.

 

ah i could go on and on and on but i already broke my promise to do my econs final paper so ttylfn! :*

2.12.10

Post #438 Without My Make Up On

Orang pintar sudah banyak, maka

bagaimana caranya kamu unggul dari antara mereka?

LUCK.

Nadia Karisa – http://lookingtodiscover.blogspot.com

reporting live from the most uber craziest boring lemme’ die right now class. what’s that? f*cking KINDERGARTEN in COLLEGE DAYS. aaaarrrrrgggghhhhhh, imma’ be dead right after i publish this thing. ma’am finish up already.

 

well, that’s all the crap i want to shout right no in learning and communication class.

 

she’s talking of visual designing right now, and it reminds me that i had made a wonderful picture of me and han solo :) gonna post it later, still have to put the finishing touches :* (still can’t decide the backdrop, my room, gonz, or the millennium falcon) LOL!

 

right now i’m starving like crazy and what gets me up today is: it is d-2 to BANDUNG :) erica pricilla, love, me miss you so much! :D :D

 

oh, and if you read this ndriy… gleny wants to talk to you. please at least read her out. girls on PMS are not the enemy you want, dear ;) wish for the best for you both :)

 

oh and i really really want to watch the chronicles of narnia: the voyage of the dawn treader :) anybody wanna watch together with me? aarrgghhh… and also i’m sooo waiting for han solo in 3D that’s 2012 luuunnnnn :’) solo and anakin  *crying like a baby*

 

what most i can’t wait is world model united nations, singapore march 14-18 2011! excited excited!

 

TTYLFN!

1.12.10

Post #437 I Gotta See Your Face Some More

just a little warning, if you’re (by YOU i mean ANYBODY who would think YOU’RE in this post) gonna go upset after reading stop reading after the full stop mark at the end of this statement.

it was a dream, i was asleep, my eyes were closed

you’d betcha’ i didn’t control my mind

 

some say dreams are deep unconscious desire of your heart

really?

don’t ever realize i want it

duh-oh! you’re friggin’ unconscious!

 

other some say that dreams are opposite of what gonna happen

really?

don’t want the opposite to happen either

i really can’t make up my mind eh?

 

me say slideshow of images

 

so here the slideshow of images only going on in my head

can’t get ‘em out, don’t want ‘em out exactly

 

our day to day chats, like the usual

stupid messages in our stupid blackberries

up to sharing deep complication of what’s going on in each other’s day to day

miles apart

 

and when we did meet up

just a hug, just a kiss

 

that i can’t get out of my head

it becomes a slideshow of images

 

but ah, never mind really

it was only a dream

 

reality only almost’s, nearly’s, about to’s

make it more real next time, would 'ya’!

 

please, it’s only a dream. only words, if you’re pissed don’t get mad if i snap back at you (again YOU here can be ANYBODY. these are just words!). oh do i wish i was talking about han solo