10.3.10

Post #383 Pain Shots My Tummy All Day

and also all day, he’s been so happy and nice about me getting sick. not in the way that i’m sick and his happy about it but this sickness i got, let’s just say timmy and i have been waiting and getting worried about it not coming. LOL!

right now i am having a stare contest with a mug of a traditional javanese Keraton remedy: kunyit asam. although it has been modernized and factory made i still don’t believe in traditional remedy. usually painkillers will do the trick but i’ve taken twice already today and nothing happened. darn, the first time it ever let me down.

as much as i would be glad to be given one (or two), everybody insists on NOT giving me. darn! i agree in a way that it can lead to addiction (yea, been there done that!) or worse: OD.

okay, actually the best remedy i know and so believe in is love and care (plus the doctors and medications). when i’m sick, i really love when somebody ask how i am doing every once in a while (read: about every an hour or two). and every time he has the chance, timmy would ask that :D

he’s the best. i asked him for marie regal, he got me promina baby cereal because he knew i was craving for it (and i really did crave for them!). he took me home after school.

it sucks a lot because i really felt incredible indescribable pains during japs test and although i did at my upmost best (i’m good actually), my hands were shaking and my hiragana turned into just scribbles. i’m kind of let meself down though. i mean, i know i can still nail the test but it was not my best because of the fact that i was sick doing it. darn!

okay, how many times i use the word “darn” in this post? i think that means i should finish off this post now. LOL!

you know what, i’m right now addicted to the beatles’ michelle and i really really craving to live in just-out-of-town Paris (or nearby Disneyland Paris, that would be better by loads!). just a small country house with big garden, dogs and puppies, a little red brick man-made pond and white lilies around them, roses and yellow daisies, a park bench nearby, and my green swing (i am so having it flown to Paris!) haha..

just AMEN for now. not just paris though, i just want to live country side some musical city. it would be lovely.

well, as much as i hate it: i have to drink that weird yellow stuff. TTYL freaks! lrnz.

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