Post #114 Apa Hayoo ?

yes, ladies and gentlemen. 

it was announced! the list of performers for GONZAGA'S NIGHT CAFE 2008. we really really thank all of the 'auditioners' and really sorry that we can't accept all of y'all. oh my gosh! from 26 auditioners we only have to choose (accent on HAVE TO) eight (8). yes people, only eight! and, the lucky eight are : PATTIMURA, 2A208, GUNVEIN, SHOES STRING, TIMOTHY CARLOS AND FRIENDS, RAISON D'ETRE, FING, DEWARGON. 

believe me and erc that you would just die of happiness seeing their faces! they were adorable!! shocked, happy, shocked again, there were shouts and gasps and laughs and wows. ohmygod! it was a pure bliss. for me, it feels like a huge weight off my shoulders. d*mn, audition was a big bang on the head. although, it was real something else when i saw few people. some pissed, some disappointed. some a bit somethin'. gosh.

i'm happy today. i had great laughs today (thanks carlos tri hapsari hartanto yudhoyono suseno perangin-angin dasilva ) haha! a nice walk too, although peregrenatio was cancelled.

throughout everything today, i did feel something awful today. recess @ aula seminari. something i can't tell, but it hurts. really hurts. there's no easy way to say this, but this is the rough draft : love's when i dream a fairytale of us.. because i think about you every second i have.love's when i don't want to lock the door, as i believe you with all my heart.nite.

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again my beloved readers :

i love you guys so much and i really thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading this blog. but : my intention is only to entertain. 

entertain myself, you, and anyone. i have no interest in nothing else and most definitely am not going to be responsible of any emotional breakdown.

sincerely, marialaurenzialuna