Post #449 Mengalun Bergantian Merdu

from the beginning i’ve following mira lesmana’s twitter and her progress of creating musikal laskar pelangi.

 

the story itself has been an inspiration for me since the beginning. i love love andrea hirata. my favorite indonesian writer :) inspired reading all four books.

 

watching the movie, definite cry cry session. with half of gonzaga watching as well. first outing with jesby erc gleny :’)

 

and this epic masterpiece of the wondrous story, the musical one! yeaaahhh, i’m gonna watch it. please, nothing would go wrong :’) aaammmeeennn. this made possible thanks to, again, my dearest friend alexander christian nugroho. tweet about it, @michaelpermana said i should ask him then he asked before i did ask. *good boy :p * i wanna go with timothy satyaabieza though :’) miss you much!

 

i’m a theater freak! broadway freak! i watched the 60’s movie of west side story and absolutely it’s my favorite. tonight is one of my ultimate favorite song since i was little. i just mesmerized by theater.

 

wicked is also my uber favorite. i mean, as a kid don’t you just love the wizard of oz? dorothy and all her adventures? broadway’s amazing! i deeply want to go to new york for this :’)

 

glee is somewhat a theater music too.. so don’t care how you mock it, hon, i love glee :*

 

never watched any play life before so i’m super excited. just hope and pray nothing go wrong and i get to watch it :’)

Post #448 So Why Leave Them Behind?

as i promised on the previous post, now i would like to write about masterchef and food.

 

i’m a big fan of food. if you ask my hobby i would say eating is numero uno. lucky for me, as a big eater i ain’t no plus-size so it really is a blessing i’m so proud to take advantage of. i also have the sweetest of sweet tooth! i absolutely love desserts, cakes, cookies, pies, ice creams, and most of all BROWNIES!!! love ‘em love ‘em! especially when the all gooey baked brownies combined with the most moist of whipped cream with chocolate sprinkles. aaarrrgghhh, all time best!

 

i ain’t no cook, i can cook but not so good. but i believe, with all my heart and soul, I AM A GOOD BAKER! yesterday, yes on christmas eve morning, i bake a big pan of valentine’s day brownies and the in-laws chocolate cookies (the latter, it’s kinda’ joke-ish mention *sorry, dearest ;)*)

 

valentine’s day brownies it’s a simple baked brownies. chocolate with sugar, butter, flour, and ya’ know what brownies are made of. my addition is rum (i’m a big jack sparrow fan too!) and candy chocolate inside or on top ;) why i named it valentine’s day brownies? because i first made it on me and dearest abieza’s second valentine’s day on february 2010 ;) *our first was 2009, jazz revolution project played on raffles international christian school’s valentine’s day* i spent the whole morning while he was at church baking the brownies because he said he would come over later in the afternoon. aaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnddddd, he came with the biggest bouquet of yellow daisies! and he loved the brownies! love you love you!

this brownie also has the honor of being called as brownies dahsyat by my dearest erc :* (huuuugggssss)…

 

the in-laws chocolate cookies it’s kinda like chocolate chip cookies but without the chocolate chips still taste awesome though ;) i made it first for abieza’s 18 birthday and he absolutely loved it *yeaaa i know you do!* he said that his whole family liked it too *embarrass shy emoticons here!* so you get it yea why i name it that.. AMEN! *gosh, i really love my man!*

 

masterchef? gordon ramsay is frikin’ hot! and i love love love the food and graham elliot is adorable. reminds me sort of my dearest abieza ;) *runaway and hide* the show pretty much inspires me to try learning and practicing to cook and bake. and that’s what i wanna do! i wanna cook for my man ;)

 

btw btw btw btw! my baby cousin (well, he’s not a baby anymore) abimael candraditya is on the Indonesia national baseball team and they’re playing in Japan right now! so dooooooon’t just make a big fuss of the frikin’ football team (which not exactly national, the players are effin’ imported!), go take a look and support our baseball team too! merry christmas, my dear mael! hit the ball outta’ the park! love you soooo much!

 

another btw btw btw btw check this link out! thankkssss :*

Post #447 Can’t You See?

oh please, click this link

 

i dunno whether i should be enticed and flattered or be disgusted … i’m feeling more of the latter right now. so yea major awkward silence WHAT THE HELL moment. i’m pretty sure i ain’t taking it as a compliment.

 

oyea, and this an ultimatum! for now on, any blogpost related to my sister would be tagged as a bieber-fever! can’t argue with that, it’s final! *signed and sealed by me! the one and only sole blogger of mie ayam dan es teh manis*

Post #446 Don We Know Now Our Gay Apparel

for a cheerful sweet song to carol on christmas eve would be about some dude and his gay lover, don, and their sense of style. that is sick man! that is sick! well no, i’m just kidding.

 

i was surfing barney stinson’s quote and i came across this quotation that i just have to blog, it’s freakin funny! and a possible move to tumblr i’m considering. aaarrrghhh.. it’s more interactive to read and plain easy but this is my baby that got me through high school and now, college too! and probably the rest of my life here, so it’s just a consideration, i do have a tumblr account also but neaah..

 

back to the barney quote … IT’S GONNA BE LEGEND-wait-for-it-and-i-hope-you’re-not-lactose-intolerant-DARY!!!

 

Seriously. Jesus started the whole "wait three days" thing. He waited THREE days to come back to life. It was perfect! If he had only waited ONE day, a lot of people wouldn't have even heard that he died. They'd be all, "Hey Jesus, what up?" and Jesus would probably be like, "What up? I DIED yesterday!" and then they'd be all, "Uhh, you look pretty alive to me, dude..." and then Jesus would have to explain how he was resurrected, and how it was a miracle, and then the dude would be like "Uh okayy, whatever you say, bro..." And he's not gonna come back on a SATURDAY. Everybody's busy, doing chores, workin' the loom, trimmin' the beard, NO. He waited the exact right number of days, THREE. Plus it's SUNDAY, so everyone's in church already, they're all in there "Oh no, Jesus is DEAD", then BAM! He bursts through the back door, runs up the aisle, everyone's totally psyched, and FYI, that's when he invented the high five. Three days. We wait three days to call a woman, because that's how long Jesus wants us to wait.... True story.

Barney Stinson (Season 4 Episode 21 Three Days Rule)

 

this is a joke and totally fits the whole Jesus euphoria. tommorow night big daddy J is coming to town, we’re celebrating his glorious birth! soooo a barney’s bro-code-jesus-related-code would fit perfectly!

 

ooyeeaah, and imma’ gonna’ write about masterchef and FOODoodoo tomorrow, so be sure to keep in touch! :*

 

TTYL me ‘arty!

Post #445 You Open the Door

seindah biasa

Post #442 Say to Me

happy mother’s day Indonesia :D

Post #442 Speaking Words of Wisdom

still at this shitty shitty bang bang place of immigration office.

 

keep telling myself all the way, that it’s for world model united nations .. i’m doing it for WMUN 2011!

 

i am not the only one pissed though *alongside the human sardines* the officer in the photo booth, yeaa everybody can tell from her voice giving out announcement, she’s pretty damn pissed.

 

looks like i’m staying until afternoon or night today here. aarrgghh, can somebody come and get me? i am in need of a big super sloppy burger.

 

oyeaa, i’ll be most avoiding crowded places for ummm.. until the end of the year perhaps? oh yea, it’s only three weeks away. is 2011 really coming that fast?

 

can you tell i’m really bored right now? the juice on my dearest lappy’s dying so this post is heavily depending on the last few minutes of my batteries. and there’s a little girl sitting on my left looking at the screen of my laptop.

 

good thing i have a pretty damn nice wallpaper. camera swap :) me holding i think cece’s camera, jesby behind me with my camera, and cece with benhard’s. it was on UPH building D room 501.

 

oyeah, there’s high school model united nations coming in february 2011 only at universitas pelita harapan. be sure your high school participate! it’s a great opportunity to learn and role-playing UN diplomats. well this imma’ write some more when i have more information :D

 

bye bye from immigration f*ckin office, TTYL :*

Post #441 To Have Been Where I Have Been

i am writing this in a shitty improper dreckitude place owned by the government. a little office filled with human sardines called the jakarta selatan imigration office.

 

it is, in this blogger solemn opinion, an embarrassment of the government. why you ask? i had the marvelous experience of seeing two foreigners, i believe from their accent and behavior that they are americans. as they flee as fast as the could from the upper level, they shouted “this is crazy, this is madness!”

 

as i quote those two men, i indeed agree. people are literally pushed here and there through the unknown current of where to go, uncertainty, and just plain CHAOS. children crying, babies shouting (and/or the other way around). ladies with over the top make-up which already running down their faces because of the heat (this one is actually funny)

 

in this governmental office i met the state of Indonesia. they are the officers behind the counters, with all the fancy outfits, garuda and name badges, and paperworks. some of them are really busy, i can tell. i saw one with a banana in one hand, blackberry smartphone on the other, and no paperwork at all, she might be the important person here ;) i understand that they are busy and there’s a lot of people they have to serve (well, they are the civil servants), but the way they act is just AWFUL. no smile, at least thank you’s. THEY ARE JUST RUDE!!!!

 

RUDE

 

not to mention oh how crowded the place is. as i said, a human sardine can! there’s two explanation to this

1. the people are UNCIVILIZED. they just don’t know how to queue, they just hit anybody who come in their way. such dreadful scene. this is embarrassing to those foreigners in the office, is this really the portrait of the people of Indonesia? EMBARRASSING
2. the CIVIL SERVANTS in their fancy office is PROVEN 100% UNRELIABLE AND UNABLE to control and manage their establishment. EMBARRASSING

this is exactly why i want to jump in to work in for the country. so that there’ll be no more blog post about this, no more foreigners coming in to the governmental office shouting this is crazy and madness. NO MORE HUMAN SARDINES.

 

this writing is definitely dedicated to my dearest country’s bureaucracy, if you read this, i’ll be gladly meet up and really voice it out: DUDE, YOU’VE GOT THE AWFUL-EST MANAGEMENT OF OFFICES.

 

thank you, i’ll be back with more blogging later tonight ;D

Post #440 You Better Watch Out

mau natalan gajahnya ;)

Post #439 And I Always Will

my current profile picture on facebook (it’s the post #436 exhibit c) brought back a lot of good but hell tiresome memories. even thinking about it makes me tired.

 

it is the picture of me taken by abyatar’s camera on day 1 of LDK, day 2 for us senior year senators.  we just woke up from a damn cold freezing night *and it’s only 15 minutes drive from my house*

 

it’s not the LDK memories coming back but the sweet TIRESOME memories of being member of the 2009/2010 senat, 1st secretary :’)

 

unwanted diet

forced insomnia

class skipper

tension & drama

zero sunlight

well, seems hard work all the times? yes, it’s hard work all the time. but i miss it so much.

 

first three-four months of senat, never i went home before 4 o’clock * i got home at 8.30ish, and still have work to do, homework, assignments, tests, phone calls* oh and if you take a look at my june 2009 archives, i post a blog a day before my one and only summer vacation (which was only a week) to visit my mother and sister for the secretaries: messages, reminders, formats, contact numbers of me and putri. on that day also, i almost skip class re-registration because of monthly senat meeting was on that day. the next week, right after i landed back safely in jakarta’s soekarno hatta airport, turned on the phone, erc called me to come to school the very next day to go over gonzaga festival 2009 proposal. it was awesome.

 

one positive awesome side, you got soooo used to reading and editing documents and all other papers you got sick of using copy-paste on assignments! o hell yea, you feel how it’s like to be a teacher (and actually ACTUALLY i’m quoting pak yudi’s word on this; he actually ACTUALLY said this to us when grading MOS tests), you’d learn how to read from the most beautiful and well written handwriting, to the one you have to pass over the answer sheet to all the senators to guess one word, and to the handwriting you know so well because the guy tried every test.

 

and one other thing i love love so much, because i have to type the notulen for monthly meeting and forum if it’s a senat forum, gonzfest if erc unavailable *done this on a meeting*, mos if chantal or yayi unavailable *done this on the after MOS forum*, I CAN TYPE REALLY REALLY FAST ;) sooooo great for note-taking in class now ;)

 

we learned politics. not the kind i study now on prof. aleksius jemadu’s class with andrew heywood’s book. similar but we have GREAT BUREAUCRATIC REFORM! bureaucracy in gonzaga is sooooooooo reform and neat and perfectly assembled, people spent days, nee weeks thinking about it (yes, this i’m referring to the after meeting discussion of danu adri cece about the bureaucracy of gonzaga festival 2009, awesome awesome).

 

being a secretary of senat in gonzaga, ummmhh.. first, you’ll be the person who knows everything because you write everything. you know people’s good and bad side, and what others think about it because you write everything. you know when what’s going on because you write the calendar. you’ll be the most looked for person BEFORE an event, be there during proposal-making, being asked for previous year documents, and being asked for your autograph ;) buuuuuuttt AFTER the event wrapped up, PUBLIC ENEMY NUMBER ONE! with just one question, either the secretary or head of event would try to escape your clutches (putri and i find the escape route to be most useful when avoiding danu or pak yudi or pater alis):

LPJ gimana perkembangannya? ini uda h+sekian

during our term, putri and i made a h+14 policy that the accountability report (LPJ) has to be in our hands. the only ones who look for us and not the other way around was MOS with hagi chantal yayi they are the most diligent and according to our secretary bible and punctual and oh i just love them :)

 

for my dearest erica pricilla tjiadarma oh, her hardwork for gonzaga festival proposal, letters, invitation, everything oh gosh. i’m speechless that she’s still sane enough to be president of yearbook committee. if i were in her position, i’d shot my self in the head. love you so much er. accompanying her all those long days and long nights, she’s doing hers i’m doing mine.

 

silliest memory was LAPTOPS. in plural. the usual victim were mine, erc’s, ceno’s, and ceces (without the apostrophe, you should be messing with YV crew if you’re to find out about this, he wasn’t around too i think) LOL! mine would be somewhere used to compose and edit some senat or study tour document on one side of the moderator room with the mod computer. erc’s would be on fr. khrisma’s OUR desk (o yea, we seniors own the mod room, not the moderators :p ) working on gonzfest as well as the mod’s other computer and printer. ceno’s would be used to do everything that had to do with  rundowns and however the each second of gonzaga festival would be going on. ceces in other hand, would be used for combination of the previous three with the additional abe wanted to listen to any song, me and erc were too bored to do anything and the mod computers were used by someone else and we (mostly me) would play silly with the touch screen *kill me now*

 

multi-tasking is one of the benefits. juggling senat, school, social life, boyfriend, friends, other committees (study tour *study tour ate my sanity* and yearbook *this, literally did not sleep for two weeks, probably only an hour, two tops a day. i’ll tell you the secret later* ), and family (by family i mean having dinner with everybody and sleeping not as everybody else were waking up). the most memorable memory of multitasking would be january 28, 2010 one day before timothy satyaabieza’s birthday. on that wonderful 18th birthday of his, lucky me it was also the deadline for the senat LPJ. went home as early as i could, started baking cookies at around 5ish, finished at 9ish, worked on senat’s LPJ until 10 and then rode a bike in the middle of the night to finish the job on snapy (printing place), biked home at 11 slept at 1 in the morning after finished cleaning up and all the rest. in the middle of baking, i had my laptop nearby so that when the cookies on the oven, i’d worked. i was so famished so tired so haven’t-got-much-sleep-all-night, i forgot to mention why the school prayed for timmy that day. i didn’t say it was his birthday on the intercom at the afternoon angelus prayer.

 

and i’m still confused why we had our breakup after all this fiasco, not during LOL!

 

actually all those resulted in me getting sick right DURING IN THE MIDDLE OF GONZAGA FESTIVAL 2009 DAY ONE! DAY UNOS! DAY SATU! DAY EEN! don’t really want to talk about it but doctor told me to a month rest, i was naughty so not even two weeks rest i went back to school on three days before gonzaga festival ended. it was all worth it when up on stage, documentating jazz revolution project i saw all of our parents. i saw galih’s brother first right in front of stage, then his mom and dad :) then i saw cece’s mom :) then abe’s mom, not sure if i saw his dad or not :) then to the far left of the stage, near the gonzaga swb sign, putri'’s mom and brother :) they were with my third grade homeroom teacher, the closest thing i ever have to a motherly figure, bu susan :’) oh how mike edwin and i love her so much.

 

ah i could go on and on and on but i already broke my promise to do my econs final paper so ttylfn! :*

Post #438 Without My Make Up On

Orang pintar sudah banyak, maka

bagaimana caranya kamu unggul dari antara mereka?

LUCK.

Nadia Karisa – http://lookingtodiscover.blogspot.com

reporting live from the most uber craziest boring lemme’ die right now class. what’s that? f*cking KINDERGARTEN in COLLEGE DAYS. aaaarrrrrgggghhhhhh, imma’ be dead right after i publish this thing. ma’am finish up already.

 

well, that’s all the crap i want to shout right no in learning and communication class.

 

she’s talking of visual designing right now, and it reminds me that i had made a wonderful picture of me and han solo :) gonna post it later, still have to put the finishing touches :* (still can’t decide the backdrop, my room, gonz, or the millennium falcon) LOL!

 

right now i’m starving like crazy and what gets me up today is: it is d-2 to BANDUNG :) erica pricilla, love, me miss you so much! :D :D

 

oh, and if you read this ndriy… gleny wants to talk to you. please at least read her out. girls on PMS are not the enemy you want, dear ;) wish for the best for you both :)

 

oh and i really really want to watch the chronicles of narnia: the voyage of the dawn treader :) anybody wanna watch together with me? aarrgghhh… and also i’m sooo waiting for han solo in 3D that’s 2012 luuunnnnn :’) solo and anakin  *crying like a baby*

 

what most i can’t wait is world model united nations, singapore march 14-18 2011! excited excited!

 

TTYLFN!

Post #437 I Gotta See Your Face Some More

just a little warning, if you’re (by YOU i mean ANYBODY who would think YOU’RE in this post) gonna go upset after reading stop reading after the full stop mark at the end of this statement.

it was a dream, i was asleep, my eyes were closed

you’d betcha’ i didn’t control my mind

 

some say dreams are deep unconscious desire of your heart

really?

don’t ever realize i want it

duh-oh! you’re friggin’ unconscious!

 

other some say that dreams are opposite of what gonna happen

really?

don’t want the opposite to happen either

i really can’t make up my mind eh?

 

me say slideshow of images

 

so here the slideshow of images only going on in my head

can’t get ‘em out, don’t want ‘em out exactly

 

our day to day chats, like the usual

stupid messages in our stupid blackberries

up to sharing deep complication of what’s going on in each other’s day to day

miles apart

 

and when we did meet up

just a hug, just a kiss

 

that i can’t get out of my head

it becomes a slideshow of images

 

but ah, never mind really

it was only a dream

 

reality only almost’s, nearly’s, about to’s

make it more real next time, would 'ya’!

 

please, it’s only a dream. only words, if you’re pissed don’t get mad if i snap back at you (again YOU here can be ANYBODY. these are just words!). oh do i wish i was talking about han solo

Post #436 Skinny Dipping in the Dark

this is me with nothing to do, too much randomness in the ole’ noodle, and PLAIN PRANKish MODE ON! *please, if you’re on this post do not kill me!

 

perhaps from the title you’d think i’d post some of me really skinny dipping but heeeeeeeeelllllllllll nnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooo!!! *i do want to swim soon but really, i’ve been asking like since before UN and still no response. ANYBODY?!?!?!?!?!?!* but only to remind, the title to the post #450 is a song title: you guess it ‘mmkaay?

 

this is a random post about a single shirt worn in many occasion *talk about repetitive fashion choice* on different persons! tsk tsk …

left-right: me @ LDK, abieza’s farewell

 

if you pay not really close attention you’ll see that me and michael keveen siahaan a.k.a. mikey are wearing the same shirt. ummm.. aren’t we really n*sync (oops, that’s a boyband) but really how we end up with the same shirt? well, this the story goes . . . that thing doesn’t belong any of us. it belongs to a person very dear to our hearts . . .

 

well well well, he has someone dear to his heart too ;)

 

what i can confirm is that timothy satyaabieza owned the shirt. but hmm, who could possibly give him such hugs? that’s not his girlfriend *jealous mode* that’s not his mum *rise an eyebrow* that’s not his sister or brother *rise the other eyebrow*

 

guess who it is and if you get it right i‘ll give you a box of oreo star! first five get ‘em *like there’s many people reading this thing* *this is not open for timothy, the person hugging him, and whoever came to the terminal 2D aug 20, 2010*

 

this is really crappy, aarrrrggghh i’m bored. forget about this *hang myself from my desk* will be back after a brainstorm of randomness attack *sigh*

 

TTYL

Post #435 Some Say They Don’t Know

everybody at kost is out tonight. well, not exactly everybody gleny and i stayed in. i’m just super not in the mood to go out this couple of days. aarrgghhh, except for dear harry potter and the deathly hallows part one . and yesssss! you’ve probably dont’ guess it (like anybody read this thing anw), i’m going to chit chat about the movie.

 

very first of all please bold underline italic that i am a MASSIVE HARRY POTTER MANIAC yes, not just a fan but a maniac. like abieza and cece with their star wars thing. yeaaa, that whole lot. i have ALL THE BOOKS (by all i mean all seven series *the 5th is still with mike soo minus one :’( *

 

 

soooo, last saturday afternoon i watched harry potter and the deathly hallows part 1 with alexander christian nugroho *thanks soooo much for accompanying me and GM lunch, well we both craved for it so yeaa thanks* only the second day after premiered in Indonesia so it’s only acceptable that we got tickets *super so lucky* in the very front row and really on the side.

 

movie was GUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEE!

 

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh, cannot bring myself to talk about this. my gosh, i actually shout “what the hell” when it ends on the part when aargghhh.. i totally cried when dobby died :’( it would’ve been a hard cry cry session but the cece-factor soooo didnt –“

 

really really can’t wait for the part two.. oh gosh oh gosh, re-reading tales of beedle the bard now :’) the tales of the three brothers in the movie was awesome.

 

soooo, better oh oh oh watch it ah ah ah *this is sooo random :p *

 

#nowplaying fireworks – katy perry

Post #434 Gotta Slow It Down Baby Gotta Have Some Fun

ABSEN AWESOME WEEKEND SAUDARA-SAUDARA!

 

20 November 2010 alexander christian nugroho harry potter and the deathly hallows part one! timothy satyaabieza skype :’)

 

27 November 2010 andriyawan sasmita, christian natasaputra, johannes vincent audy aistiwa, agustinus galih setyanto, teman-teman dan guru-guru kolese gonzaga edufair kolese gonzaga :D jessica indriani  PIM dan PL Fair alexander christian nugroho, michael permana rinaldi, michael sadena dibyantoro, raissa nakita chairul, syaura qotrunadha, michael keveen siahaan, aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh banyak deh :p PL Fair 2010: Your Mind is Our Stage! timothy satyaabieza skype :)

 

4 December 2010 erica pricilla tjiardama, fransisca samantha clarissa, *ammiiiinnn* khairina anindya, *teman penculikan bandungkuh* jessica indriani, dan temaaaan temaaaaaaannnn banduuuuuunggggggkkuuuuuuhh :) semoga bisa ketemu yaa smuaaa :D oiyaa, alexander christian nugroho menjanjikan babi :p timothy satyaabieza kita ketemu juga yaa ;)

 

11 December 2010 BELAJAR UJIAN AKHIR SEMESTER SAUDARA-SAUDARA!

 

18 December 2010 CHRISTMAS SHOPPING SAUDARA-SAUDARA! ada yang mau volunteer temani? ;)

 

24 December 2010 CHRISTMAS EVE!! ada yang mau temani di stefanus? WB? CC? hmm..

 

25 December 2010 CHRISTMAS SAYAAAANGKUUUH :D bogor here i come!! nareshwara odananto, sabrina ayana, abimael candraditya, om tante my loves, eyang tomo eyang milly :*

 

31 December 2010 BELUM ADA PLAN :’( *LOL*

Post #433 Jump Off That Sofa

after a long long time not touching any arts or my darling adobe photoshop today i made these

this one is combination of (from top left to right):

Pilot Project LDK Senat 2009/2010,Kolese Gonzaga XI IPS 1 #21, Kolese Gonzaga #21 (my almamater then on my almamater now), Kolese Gonzaga XII IPS 2 #21, The Boys’ Football in Senayan, Senat Kolese Gonzaga 2009/2010, Kolese Gonzaga #21, Jazz Revolution Project Recording Session, Cece Syau Andriy Abe at Monas around 10 pm –.-“ (Cece and Andriy’s first time), Abe’s Last Supper, one day before he departed to NL :’)

 

while this one is of me and my dearest friends: erc jesby gleny :) the L-shaped pictures were on gleny’s 17th birthday while the one on the school’s gazebo was on school visit to some factory taken by cece (picture with all four of us are soooo rare so usually thanks to this guy right there) and the big one was on the factory taken by don’t remember who :p

 

this one is my baby jazz revolution project :) these were when they played at school for a certain tea product :’) didn’t watch them, i had to play teacher watching MOS’ head selection :( danu won’t let me sneak a peak so i just at the teacher’s table and hid my head while they played funky chunky :’( gosh how i love these guys sooo bad! abieza alexander galih putri (TRIVIA: alexander abieza project was the previous name of JRP)

Post #432 Waves of Joy

well, the proper and fit (berasa anggota DPR cek-cek fit & proper) song would be backstreet boys’ backstreet back … the thriller-like video with the shouting “everybody yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaahhhhh, rock your body yeeeeeeaaaaaaaaahhhhh”

 

naah, me not gonna b*tch about boybands here… to be honest i kind of liking ‘em :* right now my #nowplaying is westlife’s something right (i’m such a twitter freak i must violate some massive-twittering-everything-during-anything law)

 

after a long LONG long LONG long LONG time i’ve not updated this baby of mine, finally I AM BACK BABY! i’ve been busy (not sure with what), i’ve been sick (the usual liver with additional fever and sore throat on the side, and throwing up a whole lot for desert), my laptop’s been dead (and resurrected with the power of Rp 110,000,-), and i went to gonzaga performance night (you go, micin!), and i didn’t go to gonzaga festival of performance and show: nasi pejabat (sorry wisang deaaar! damn you illness).

 

i dedicate this post special for jessica indriani a.k.a. jesbon_sapioke a.k.a. @bonjesbon (if you’re to follow her, follow me tooooo: @marialaurenzia)

 

what bummed me most was i missed a chance to meet up with bernardus bayu, damn i miss that boyfriend-of-my-bestfriend-and-my-fellow-good-mate. and also annoy cece, galih, and putri by saying that we should’ve been on that stage *crying like a baby* miss you guys sooooo much :’)

 

well i found this on facebook and am gonna fill it, just for fun ;) then i’m off writing another piece of blog, ‘mkay? TTYL!

 

SHUFFFFLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 20 friends (make me #21 so I can see your results).

5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

 

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Fireflies – Owl City you would not believe your eyes ;)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

Enjoy Yourself – Michael Jackson enjoy yourself with me :p

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Anybody’s Answer – Grand Funk Railroad umm, you can’t get away from it

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Party in the USA – Miley Cyrus yeaa i’m so happy i feel like in a party ;)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Room Service – Pitbull what the hell? LOL!

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

You Light Up My Life – Instrumental hmm, i light your life but mmkaay :p

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

In Transit – Mark Hoppus feat. Pete Wentz i give myself away *ummmkkaayyy*

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

We are the World – Michael Jackson whoaa, good perception pops!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN

Love for a Child – Jason Mraz i ain’t no pedophile but i do love Jesus and want a kid (or two or three ;)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Kashmir – Led Zeppelin yeah sure, kashmir it is ;)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Cherry Pink and Apple Blossom White – Various Artist salsa baby! come dance it with me!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

For No One – The Beatles yeaaa, soo me LOL!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP

The Way You Look at Me – Christian Bautista uh eh whaat? yeaa yeaa

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Kangen – Maliq & d’Essentials shit! jesbon erc, this is sooooooooo US and our endless chat since uhmm, friday!

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

She’s Not You – Elvis Presley well, my husband is my husband ain’t nobody else i want but my future hubby ;) *blushes*

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

What a Wonderful World – Louis Armstrong yeaaayy, absolutely would be best :’)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Bohemian Rhapsody – Queen escape from reality, yeaa i do that a lot

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

The First Noel – Michael Paulo this is just whack! fear of christmas? who do you think i am? Grinch? LOL!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

For Lisa – Brian Setzer yeah, i can play this song so well and i’m afraid of it. but in the other hand, who’s not afraid of fur elise?

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

At the Beginning – Richard Marx and Donna Lewis Unexpected, what you did to my heart. again, jesbyyyyy ercccc sooo our endless chat!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

I Won’t Say I’m in Love – Megara daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnn craaaaaaaaapppppppp

WHAT WILL YOU TITLE THIS AS?

Everything – Michael Buble hmmm yeaa, mmkkaayy

Post #431 But Your Love is My Relief

first two of these three pictures are just the experiment of my completely and utterly devastating boredom!

 

well this is sort of what’s going on in my desk: laptop, file, pookie, printer, water bottle, bunch o’ papers.

 

these are my bestfriend : erica pricilla tjiadarma & jessica indriani *hugs*

 

cece, bimo, aldie, wisang, abe and i, bayu :’) *smooches*

Post #430 When I Grew Up, I Called Him Mine

about to make breakfast and waiting for Lauren to wake up and for Aireen to pick us up and off to campus. hhhh, last day of IRF today :s

 

i woke up with the most awful dream in the world and i pray for it never going to happen :(

 

sooooo,

the nightmare started with somehow grandmama and i got tickets to netherland *cheerrriioooooo! yiippeee!*

 

skip to departure day, still at home.. somehow cece aldie syaura were at my house; loads of cigarette boxes and chocolate wrappers scattered in my room *sooo healthy eh guys?*, i bet some of ‘em are for dearest dude.chit chat here and there and then i fell asleep *gosh even when i’m tired in life, i’m tired in my dreams as well*

 

i woke up and there’s a gazillion missed call from grandmama both on my blackberry-phone *shooowww off mucchh!!* and home-phone. asked grandpapa, yeaa grandmama left already. *crying session*

 

i dont’ exactly remember (or want to) what’s the rest but hell yea, t’was just a stupid nightmare. *sad though*

Post #429 So Return to the Time Where I'd Find You

terima kasih Tuhan atas penyertaanMu dalam UTS kami, mahasiswa-mahasiswi Universitas Pelita Harapan, seminggu yang lalu. kami bersyukur atas kuasaMu kami dapat mengerjakan ujian kami dengan maksimal dan dengan jujur. ya Bapa, kami berserah kepadaMu untuk hasil kami.

 

ya Bapa, kami berdoa bagi dosen kami. sertai dan bimbinglah mereka agar dapat mengoreksi dan menilai ujian kami dengan baik. terima kasih juga Bapa, bagi para dosen sehingga dapat memberikan ujian yang maksimal bagi kami.

 

ya Bapa, terima kasih bahwa pada hari ini acara International Relations Fiesta dapat dibuka dan diselenggarakan dengan baik. semua tidak bisa berjalan tanpa dengan adanya kuasaMu, Bapa. berkatilah panitia, peserta, serta semua orang yang terlibat dalam acara ini kekuatan untuk menjalankan hingga penutupan kamis nanti.

 

sekiranya apa yang kami lakukan tidak lepas dari kuasaMu dan hanya demi kemuliaan nama Tuhan yang lebih besar.

 

terima kasih Tuhan Yesus, amin.

Post #428 Do I Repulse You With My Queasy Smile?

Selamat pagi Tuhan Yesus,

 

Terima kasih Tuhan atas pagi yang indah ini dan terima kasih Tuhan aku bisa bangun dan menikmati hari ini. Ya Bapa terima kasih atas penyertaanMu dalam istirahat semalam.

 

Ya Bapa, pada pagi hari ini, kami anak-anakMu, mahasiswa-mahasiswa Universitas Pelita Harapan akan memulai Ujian Tengah Semester Ganjil 2010. Ya Bapa, kami mohon penyertaanMu dalam mengerjakan ujian kami. Ya Bapa, curahkan roh kudusMu sehingga kami mampu mengerjakan ujian kami dengan jujur.

 

Ya Bapa, berkatilah anakMu, Abieza. Berikanlah dia kekuatan dalam menjalani studinya disana. Berkatilah juga kami berdua, kekuatan dan kepercayaan satu dengan yang lain.

 

Ya Bapa, semua ini kami lakukan hanya demi lebih besarnya kemuliaanMu. Terima kasih Tuhan Yesus, Amin.

Post #427 Either Way I Found Out

well i got this tweet this morning and, oh gosh, i just can’t stop gushing ;)

 

thanks ivan for the words and erc.prc for retweeting :) i guess, in a way, it’s like a some sort of good wishes soo thanks so much you guys! i love you :)

and most of all i love you dude! cyoong abieza!

Post #426 Indicate Precisely What You Mean to Say

thanks to my dear ole’ grandmama, i’ve been too healthy even for me and more sleepy than ever before.

 

this is my very healthy-according-to-grandmama routine

green tea when i wake up before i start my whole not-as-hectic-as-Gonzaga day. in the afternoon after classes, i would once more have a cup of nice hot green tea.

why is it healthy?

there are a lot of benefits you can get from consuming green tea, such as it lowers the risk of cancer and stroke & heart diseases, lowers blood pressure, prevents tooth decay, inhibits virus, and promoting weight loss! ;) so try some and get the healthy benefits of green tea now!

 

 

saffron/turmeric at night before bed.  it does not just calm your tummy and gives the soothing effect of a good night sleep, but also many healthy benefits ;) one, it’s reduces the hell-like pain girls get during first days of periods :( it also helps to stay in good fit shape and lessen stinky body bio *alert to whoever taking Pak Bhatara’s Law Class! Body Stink is a violation of human right! ;)

 

 

 

 

for snackage consumption, grandmama gives me wheat cookies. well it also has superb healthy benefits, such as prevents cancer, lowers cholesterols and blood pressure, nutritious, and basically a diet food! LOL ;)

 

 

 

well, i can conclude to myself that my grandmother is trying to make me go on a diet! they are delicious food though. hahaha! and with HI UPH kind of tasks, you’re sure to lose a little weight now and then ;) the exercise? i got that a from walking back and forth from the bus stop to UPH Building F :p not to mention classes in Building B with that kind of stairs ;)

 

one more good diet is wallet diet ;) i’ve been saving Rp 50.000,- per week, and got the idea from dearest abieza, i hide it in one of my books ;)

 

 

 

 

 

 

well, gotta prepare for the class and cyong will be waking up any time soon ;) TTYL!

Post #425 Like Lovers on the Open Shore

i was just finished with reading skills quiz and now i’m immensely bored and  missing the dude.

cyoooong, hugs and kisses ‘mkay?

soooo, this is the first ever blog i’ve ever write in UPH, LOL ;)

i guess done now, this little lappy ran out of juice, TTYL.

c u soon, cyong :*

Post #424 I Know We Belong

this is a scarf from dearest dude *kissessss!* (btw, i have no freakin’ way on how to rotate this thing)

 

i have no effin’ clue what to write here and now, but i think i just want to type a lot (girl, you should be doin’ that 5 pages law analysis!). okaaayy, will do. i swear. after this blog ;)

aarrgghh i give up! nothing exciting to bitch about :(

oh oh oh, i just remember ;) tomorrow me and fellow UPH-ers gonna’ attend Peace Seminar with Universitas Kristen Indonesia. The United Nations Information Center held the event in commemorate of International Day of Peace which is tomorrow (September 21!!!) ;) sooo be sure for a long long long post of the seminar tomorrow night (if i’m done with my sweet law assignment tonight or early tomorrow night)

smooches, L

Post #423 It Takes Two to Whisper Quietly

just so you know, i’m writing this just for i can let it out. it is super duper massive unhealthy to keep it inside all by myself. then it strikes me just a second ago, why not share it with the world?!? i have a blog after all! what’s the point of mushy-cry-cry bbm or trashing on twitter (that’s a hell no on the latter, it’s a well earned pinching session from dearest dude, LOL!)

okay, this certain post i was going to write about i didn’t even remember what because there’s a even bigger more massive epic joyous blessing imma’ gonna ‘ write ;)

soooooo…

last night i went out on a dinner with abieza’s mom and dad, sister Kab, brother Agha and, his wifey, Dita :) we went to Midori @ Bintaro Sektor 7. like any other people going to a restaurant, we ordered. and theeeeennnnnnnnnn, oh my gosh oh my gosh! mas agha said that there is an announcement, from him and mba dita ;)

*cue drum roll and cool movie soundtrack!*

mba dita let out a sonogram picture to the table aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnddddddddd ole’ mr. storky gonna’ give a little visit next may :’)

 

this means, by summer next year, dearest dude ain’t gonna’ be called dude again! it’s definitely uncle timmy :* goossshhh, i just can’t stop gushing *this is exaggerating* but i am sooo happy for the proud soon-to-be-parents :D

all the bestest best wishes for mas agha and mba dita, God bless ya’! hugs and kisses, L ;)

Post #422 No Mountain Too High, No Ocean Too Wide

 i remembered being oh so bored in that damp classroom. didn’t know what to answer more, i merely depending on lady luck.

i don’t want to go out first. then, in front of me, somebody got up and went out. ah, what the hell, i followed.

no more interaction that day, but it was you.

recess bell just rang, people running around like chicken. i was by the door.

you stopped, oh honey you paid attention to a little bit of change.

yet who are you to me that day? we were friends.

we still are

class list.

me: “who the hell is timothy satyaabieza?”

oh, it’s you.

everyday would be like this:

me or you: i have to tell you something!

then we would spent the whole period doing nothing but chat all the way.

something, more something-s, more something-s.

we’re bestfriends.

i can list it all, dear.

your seventeenth birthday present, valentine’s night, school, classes, countless of precious moments.

my bestfriend slapped with the reality that i was falling for you.

“3, 2, 1, see? he’s coming over to you”

really? never believed it, but yea you actually did

so i said to myself, i like you; hell, i’m gonna love you ;)

to this exact moment, everything’s too sweet to write in words.

oh dear, you know i’m not the mushy gosh-i’m-in-love girl on those romance movies.

i’m just not.

i just freakin’ in love with you dude ;)

Post #421 See The Lights, See The Party, The Ball Gowns

selamat malam saudara-saudari terkasih, saya. SAYA, akan memulai sebuah permainan tebak lagu apakah beserta siapa penyanyinya yang kata-katanya saya pakai sebagai judul dari post #420 sampai post #450 :) yang selalu benar dan selalu update jawaban di comment saya hubungi dan segera mengirimkan satu set piring cantik dan sendok-garpunya. mohon diperhatikan saudara-saudari: saya tidak becanda, silahkan ditanggapi dengan serius juga

tapi post ini bukan suatu hal yang serius-seriusan. saya ingin menjawab pertanyaan yang sering dilontarkan kepada saya oleh keluarga, teman-teman terkasih, rukun tetangga, dan pihak-pihak berenang lainnya. maksud saya berwenang.

apa yang lo pelajarin sih di hubungan internasional?

saya mempelajari hubungan dua insan (cielah) antar negara, seluk beluk video call menggunakan provider instant messaging populer, blackberry messanging antar negara, perbedaan jam, dan penyakit malarindu (harap diperhatikan saudara-saudari, BELUM DITEMUKAN OBATNYA *karena abieza-nya masih di negeri orang*). ini saya becanda, mana mungkin saya belajar beginian di kelas –“ tapi apa yang saya uraikan ini betulan, tidak pakai becandaan dan cabenya satu.

yaa cukup posting galau ini saudara-saudari, kita ganti topik di posting satu lagi :)

Post #420 Salagadoola Mechicka Boola

kembali dengan saya, SAYA, dalam semangkuk es teh dan mie ayam manis. IYAAAA, becandaaa! kurang lebih pasnya sebulan saya menjalani karir sebagai mahasiswa baru hubungan internasional 2010 UPH dan yang jauh amat lebih penting anak kos di taman bromo 19.

esensi hidup yang paling penting selama saya menjalani karir ini saya dapatkan bukan dari lecturers di kelas yang dinginnya berlebih, melainkan dari kekosongan perut dan dompet saya akibat diet anak kos dan juga harga buku yang lebay mahalnya; puji Tuhan masih sanggup beli – walau sekarang jarang makan.

esensi hidup yang paling penting itu dapat dirumuskan dengan 1 huruf + 1 angka + 1 huruf lagi = P3K. si akang di tanah kompeni sana mengerti sekali pemahaman tiga karakter tersebut selama meniti masa kerja di salah satu SMA hampir beken di ibukota (baca: KOLESE GONZAGA). tetapi bukan P3K orang sakit yang saya dapatkan melainkan PERTOLONGAN PERTAMA PADA KELAPARAN.

setelah melakukan observasi terjun langsung ke lapangan *nyontek diktat mahaAGUS DEWA IRIANTO dulu*, esensi tersebut adalah:

mie instant, makanan kalengan, delivery, regal, oreo, MIE INSTANT, apapun digoreng tepung

yaa pokoknya lu olang mau ngekos, kuliah di UPH, dan beli buku-buku kuliah di Times Bookstore, dan ngegahul di supermall karawaci paling penting lu olang siap punya itu esensi-esensi just in case uang papah lagi habis ;) *candaaaaa, bapak rektor! sumpah saya becandaaa, nim saya 043201000^^* #lebay

tapi sebelum posting beneran di-post yaa gini sodara-sodara ceritanya. kembali ke studio, SAYA melaporkan live dari saya.

Post #419 Am I Really Going to Push “Publish”? I Guess So ;)

another stupid video! this time my sister got a little bit more interactive ;) LOL!

well, this video stars me, my sister dorothea disa, and anakin skywalker :D

any whoooo.. i have this video on my blackberry of a battle between two frenemies, i might say, more epic than anakin-obi wan lightsaber duel to the death. with the technology beyooond lightsabers, my two friends erica pricilla and radian kanugroho fought the uber fierce of baseball bat versus a drum stick! LOL much! but it’s on 3Gp format, can’t upload it to youtube –_____-“

i think the next video clip is going to star me and pookie. sister away to bali for another semester, arrgghh. so unless i can convince timothy (which would never going to happen), it’s gonna be me and pookie :P hope between freshman year in college, i’d have time to be silly and let loose like this.

fair warning: there are few videos, E-Rated ones, of me and the girls when we were having a sleepover at my house. never gonna publish it but never gonna delete it as well. LOL! just saying, if you browse me laptop closely, you’ll find it. E-Rated for super embarrassing contents!

Post #418 When I Was 13 I Had My First Love

this is a look of what me and me sister do. just tonight. just this one time. a BRILLIANT cover of justin bieber’s baby!

Post #417 A Long Time Ago in a Galaxy Far, Far Away…

i love you. i know.

taken beautifully from star wars episode 5: the empire strikes back, princess leia and han solo. sooooooooooo romantic, i screamed when they froze han solo. so i’m doing a marathon of star wars today and tomorrow. today i watched back to back episode 4: a new hope and episode 5. tomorrow i am going to watch episode 6: return of the jedi and episode 3: revenge of the sith.

blame abieza for this! i am now deeply in love with it. it all begun with watching the featured dvd: behind the scenes of the whole damn thing wednesday night while waiting to surprise bimo :) the first plan was to watch it and take a little midnight nap on his couch but i just got sooo excited watching how they made darth vader’s helmet.

my impression of the movies was funny, i think. episode 4: when tarkin, darth vader, and all those important death star chiefs having a meeting; in my mind was “wow, a league of super important people with ugly hair-do’s. they must be the bad guys.” and that the death star reminds me a lot of capt. gantu’s ship from lilo and stitch. while in episode 4: this is a total lovey-frenemies-i-ain’t-gonna-admit-i-love-you adventurous love flick between princess leia and han solo. they sooo made for each other.

well, i’m going to sleep now so i can wake up early to continue the marathon to this wonderful masterpiece of art! btw, i think i hurt my left wrist. it hurts when i hold ‘em up or poking it, hurts on the inside. uuuh :(

#np: doctor roberts – the beatles.

Post #416 AAAAaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhh is Appropriate

i woke up this morning with a very horrible uncomfortable feeling and i’m pissed all day long because of it. and add that, at only 9am i was curled up in my grandfather’s bed with a blanket, tearful eyes and pookie to wipe ‘em, my blackberry to bitch about it on twitter, and A HORRIBLE PAIN SHOOTING TO MY STOMACH AND CHEST.

grandpapa was out at the time. grandmama was apparently too busy shouting here and there about what the hell my sister’s boyf doing in her room. because my stomach just too upset to care about it so i decided not to give a damn about it.

well, my dear readers, you can truly see that i am not in the best mood: take a look at my language! so here’s the story about my bitter mind and body …

it all started on a very big day in gonzaga, especially for my friends who’s been working awfully (yes, indeed the work was awful) hard on that some say big event. it was only the opening. before the ceremony started, i sneaked passed my ultimate boss to do a very stupid thing: touch the minister’s car (RI 14; he was barely a week in his post as minister!). *oooouukkkaayyy, this is not an important detail*. skip to the chase, after the opening ceremony which i spent recording WBSO under the very horrible heat, i went to look for timothy because i was terribly dizzy and when i found him my head was just awful and he was yellow (well, i saw yellow spots around him, so yes he was yellow to me). i went home sooo early that day and off to the doctor.

“liver. rest, no school. be back here next week and i live in the same neighborhood as boediono.”

crap!

it was november 3rd, 2009. went to school on the 5th to take a remedial test and the rest was hell. sum it up, made it back to school after a week bed rest (which a week should be a month; so timmy said and later the doctor).

well, that resulted in massive weight loss, loads of nights on the bathroom floor (literally!) throwing up, weeks of not drinking milk (this is hell for me: milk is the main source of my appetite and weight gain), and all that yada yada …

“upper right side of my tummy just below the right boob. and when that hurts, it would go right through to the chest and the most awful nausea.”

#nowplaying california gurls – katy perry; #nowwatching twitter for blackberry & blackberry messenger; congrats to miroslav klose, podolski, matthew upson; good luck for frank lampard; the ref, may you go home in one peace, dude –> twitter ain’t your friend on this match.

Post #415 Out of The Sky, I Close My Eyes

this is my attempt on creating abieza’s imagination :)

this is our dream, me and his:

pahyn*ap*uhl rek*ords

laurenziabieza

amen.

Post #414 Funny Chicken Wing Flap Thing

well, the biggest happening in the world right now is “that thing” in south africa, oui? ja! so why don’t i talk about it a bit here ;)

i’m soooo much in love with shakira’s waka waka which is the official theme song for the 2010 world cup :) but it’s not what i’d like to talk about here. i watched the video clip few mornings ago and i can finally understand what a goal meant for the player.

truthfully, i watched football and, of course, waiting for goals. not because i’m rooting for a certain team or the beauty of the goal itself, but the expression of the player who made the goal; a goal is a present, gift, to his country. he’s proud of where he comes from and, even more, proud that he can give that same feeling of proud. he gives back.

i guess, to this day, people laugh when i answered i want to be president. they laugh even louder and with a sarcastic smile they’ll say, “good luck with that” when i promise that i can change this country, to the better. i don’t disagree when some of my friends want to leave this country of ours because there’s nothing to miss about or be proud of. but then, some of them would say that it’s impossible to change. it breaks my heart (i’m not being hyperbolic or anything, but i do) to hear that. yes, i know change is big. hell, we’re talking about indonesia, it is MASSIVE. but if every single person is just going to all busy wrapped up in disappointment and give up, of course it’s hard because no one believe that the impossible can be done. i believe that and i’ll do that impossibility.

honestly, i have this “spirit of nationalism” because i feel that indonesia is a one thing that i’m proud of and feeling this way closes the gap i receive all my life of being a disappointment (or a result of a misact by my disappointing parents). i feel empty, truthfully. i don’t have parents to come home to or to make proud of. hell, i’d rather die than make them proud, what do they did for me if i do such a great deed? that’s why i fill that emptiness with indonesia, the closest thing i can understand and always here with me all my life.

i may be selfish, obnoxious, loud, and over-emotional but i’m no idiot. i’m not dumb. and hell thanks to bad parenting i know betrayal, hatred, lies, loneliness, and all other horrible things one should not learn by the age of seven; i learn it through the hardest way of being loved and not being loved. reading about how hard heroes fought and died to bring independence and a glimpse of dignity to this country, i just feel guilty if what they had worked hard for forgotten just like that. what they had fought for is not something that last forever without perseverance from us right now. it does not going to run on itself, hold on to it and steer.

#nowplaying dream on by aerosmith :’)

Post #413 THE CLAW

i’m not going to make a review of the movie, let it speaks by itself.

what’s cool about the third installment of toy story (which I waited for 11 fucking years!) is that what andy’s going through with in the movie really relates to what’s going on in my life. he’s off to college and wood buzz and the gang become the representation of part of our life that we have to sort; bring it with me or just let go and move on.

why did i put the quote from that three three-eyed little aliens as the title? the claw became the shine of light in the movie. dear lord, they gave up to the incinerator. they are going to burn to ashes. they just bluntly sat there waiting to be destroyed; together all in all. and then those petite little aliens brought the claw to the rescue.

how you take this lesson is all on you :) for me is NEVER TO GIVE UP and however hard the obstacles in store for you TRUST YOURSELF IN GOD :)

this movie will speak on its own and means on however one takes it so i will not say anything about it. it means to me personally and it’ll be my own little adventure. you go watch it, not just promotional here *i work with neither disney nor pixar :9* i’m the kind of kid who grow up with disney movies. they practically raised me to be who i am today (practically because my own parents never spent a second on bringing me up). that’s why this movie is my own personal adventure and joy. i’m sorry, i just won’t share it :9

“he’s been my best friend ever since i could remember” andy on woody.

Post #412 Green Tea Water Bottle

well this has got nothing to do with music or lyrics; just some random words i put together to make an interesting something.

today was hell of a culinary heaven! practically i’ve never had breakfast (dumb ‘ole me), today i had a brunch at sushi tei with erc and gleny (jesbon had an eye-thing soooo she couldn’t come along *crying emoticons*). this is myself: start with a piece of crispy roll, two pieces of inari, a plate of kani mayo, and another plate of crispy roll (that’s six pieces so total of seven!). after that, i watched toy story 3.

abieza picked me up and off we went to ramen sanpachi 38. we ate a bowl of ramen with four slices of pork! and two (at least, me) slices of jelly. abieza asked for extra, he got three! i asked and he gave me (in an oddly manner :9). after that, on the way home, he craved for some cloud nine chocolate but when we got to hero terogong, they didn’t have any :’( so we bought (well, he bought) us a kinder joy and holly chocolate; both were incredibly awesome and delicious! aaarrrgghhh..

after i got home: my favorite chicken satay!!! so on less eat mode tomorrow. not because of diet or anything, but with the past 8 months with awful liver condition and unstable health; i just cant so much or so less. everything just has got to be on the right portion and certain menus.

aaah, sleepy. off blog, on with the bbm :D

btw, i’m going to stay online (twitter, msn, and skype). chatting just makes time fly *sooooooo junior high* but then, catching up with old friends just feels the best right now :D LOL!

TTYL, off to Bogor tomorrow ;) 

Post #411 Menampar Waktu dan Melaju

judul kali ini dapat diberikan proficiat untuk SORE dan lagunya yang berjudul Bogor Biru.

saya tahu, itu saja.

saya keberatan dengan ke-frontal-an dan perilaku anda. mohon maaf, tapi saya meminta dengan sangat hormat untuk menghapus apa yang anda tulis itu.

 

ini terakhir. terima kasih.

Post #410 Restraining Order

A restraining order or order of protection is a form of legal injunction. The term is most commonly used in reference to domestic violence, harassment, stalking or sexual assault. Each state has some form of domestic violence restraining order law, and many states also have specific restraining order laws for stalking and sexual assault. {wikipedia}

 

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i’m in the worst mood right now {although dinner and world cup with abieza and his parents: the best!}. aaarrrggghhhh :S

all of those names: not to come in contact in any f*ckin way? si? oui!

and netherland won over japs! cooooooooollllll!!!

Post #409 Girl, You’re Gonna Set Me on Fire

i had the weirdest dream in the world! adam lambert was staying on the house in my neighborhood. and he was wearing the stupidest thing as well: B/W striped shirt, gold metallic cardigan + matching parachute pants, and black flip-flops. to add to the madness: i saw him that way when i was in an awfully-colored orange mazda 2 with abieza.

maybe i’m just super duper tired yesterday (sooo tired, i dream of glambert? awful).

right now, i just woke up (usually i woke up this early on a holiday to watch CSI New York, but i’m just not in the mood, so i blog). and i’m getting my camera back todaay!! i stupidly left it at school on graduation night, in my defense it was tiresome like hell and wrapped up in all the hello-goodbyes!

#nowplaying benggong banggong – dwiki dharmawan :) sweet!

oooukkkayy, since a long time now i’ve been wanting to buy the beatles’ sgt. peppers lonely hearts club band album :S

aaaaarrrrrggghhh, i just can’t believe i dreamt about glambert. eeeyyyuuuccckkk!

off to gonzaga now :P

Post #408 Pernyataan

Post #407: tidak pernah ada. tak usah dibahas.

saya akui memang sangat lelah hari ini. oke. irritated, yes. sorry.

yang lainnya, saya tidak begitu merasa kenapa-kenapa.

TERIMA KASIH.

Post #406 Gaudeamus Igitur

Gaudeamus igitur, Juvenes dum sumus; Post icundum iuventutem, Post molestam senectutem Nos habebit humus.	Let us therefore rejoice, While we are young; After our youth, After a troublesome old age The ground will hold us.
Vita nostra brevis est, Brevi finietur; Venit mors velociter, Rapit nos atrociter; Nemini parcetur.	Our life is brief, It will shortly end; Death comes quickly, Cruelly snatches us; No-one is spared.
Ubi sint qui ante nos In mundo fuere? Vadite ad superos, Transite in inferos Hos si vis videre.	Where are those who before us Existed in the world? You may go up to the gods, You may cross into the underworld If you wish to see them.
Vivat academia, Vivant professores, Vivat membrum quodlibet, Vivat membra quaelibet; Semper sint in flore!	Long live the university, Long live the teachers, Long live each male student, Long live each female student; May they always flourish!
Vivat et republica Et qui illam regit. Vivat nostra civitas, Maecenatum caritas Quae nos hic protegit.	Long live the state And those who rule it. Long live our city, And the charity of benefactors Which protects us here.
Vivant omnes virgines, Faciles, formosae! Vivant et mulieres, Tenerae, amabiles, Bonae, laboriosae.	Long live all young women, Easy and beautiful! Long live wives as well, Tender, loveable, Honest, hardworking.
Pereat tristitia, Pereant osores. Pereat diabolus, Quivis antiburschius Atque irrisores!	Perish sadness, Perish haters. Perish the devil, Whoever is against the student fraternity, As well those who mock us!
Quis confluxus hodie Academicorum? E longinquo convenerunt, Protinusque successerunt In commune forum.	Who has gathered now Of the university? They gather from long distances, Immediately joining Our common forum.
Vivat nostra societas, Vivant studiosi! Crescat una veritas, Floreat fraternitas, Patriae prosperitas.	Long live our fellowship, Long live the studious! May truth and honesty thrive, Flourish with our fraternity, And our homeland be prosperous.
Alma Mater floreat, Quae nos educavit; Caros et commilitones, Dissitas in regiones Sparsos, congregavit.	May our Alma Mater thrive, That which educated us; Dear ones and comrades, Who we let scatter afar, Let us assemble.

the song played during our (Kolese Gonzaga XXI) graduation :) from XII IPA 1/1 to XII IPS 2/15 :P

Post #405 Are You Wishing You Were Ugly Like Me?

well the title caught your attention, si? oui!

okay, let’s give the boy who knew too much the credits for the awesome line :) (taken from mika’s blame it on the girls, awesome much! totally recommend that!!)

so for this special post i’ve been planning all day but too lazy to execute, i made a special playlist on my iTunes :) because it calms me sooo much* MUSICTHERAPY is the absolute best!!

1. Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band (The Beatles)
2. When I’m Sixty Four (The Beatles)
3. First Date (Blink 182)
4. Bonamana (Super Junior)
5. Vrijeman (Sore)
6. We Are Golden (Mika)
7. Blame It On the Girls (Mika)
8. Krazy (Pitbull)
9. Being For the Benefit of Mr. Kite (The Beatles)
10. California Gurls (Katy Perry feat. Snoop Dogg)
11. Baby (Justin Bieber)
12. Kenakalan Remaja di Era Informatika (Efek Rumah Kaca)

uhmmm, i want to blog about SHOES tonight! i’ve been searching high and low for the top things must have’s of the whenever! LOL!

the top left.. that’s similar to timothy satyaabieza’s mom boot-wedge custom :P love it soooo much!!! the bottom right is similar to my graduation heels :) mine’s suede black! the flats, grey one, similar to my sister’s flats (only hers is in the VERY AWFUL SHADE OF PINK! yess, pink can be awfuuuullll!!!). the bottom left, i guess, a little resemblance of erica pricilla’s graduation heels (correct me if i’m wrong, dear).

well, i don’t want to be hedonistic or anything, but i just simply love shoes :) i don’t want to own a thousand pair or so but it feels nice to wear ‘em :)

quick truth play here: at home, i’m completely utterly SPOILED! hahaha :P yeaah, i’m spoiled kid! not a brat, but yes i’m spoiled. but i earn my shopping spree, all of it. only if i earn good grades and not buy new outfits on every events (for that is just CRAZY and STUPID). and most of my stuff is hand-off’s and/or second-hand shopped :P